Complicated World

2010-03-29T09:46:00.001+08:00

Editin blog~~ To be updated~~ =)

P.s: And yeah, i'm alive and finally remembers my blog.. =)

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2009-07-15T19:39:00.002+08:00

I feel like i'm a no lifer. I keep tellin ppl to get a life but end up, yeah, i need a life too. But what is life? Beats me. I just wanna enjoy myself, relax, and not stuck at home every time doing nothing or the boring school work home school work home system. Yucks. Feel such a loner. -.-

Went down to SWA the other day. How long has it been since i last stepped into the place? Haha. Played a game with Alvin, of course, needless to say, i lost. Damn. But ah. It suks. Is it a stupid thought of mine? He asks why not i just juggle school, work, Go at once? My reply was, if i were t o start Go, i would like to concentrate on it. If i were to play Go, i want and must be the best, or at least, one of the best. Shucks imagine the past me where i am able to play at least 17 games non stop a day. Now i can't spare much time. Ah.. ~~~..... x.X

I'm 20~~

2009-07-12T12:33:00.002+08:00

Yes, as the title states, i am 20 years old as of yesterday, 11th July 2009. Gosh i feel so so old already. I'm no longer a teenager. =( *sobx*

And i mentioned i won't be celebrating, but went out to sorta celebrate with frens 2 days straight. ~.~

Friday:
Together with my boyfriend, met up some classmates aka Santo, Joanne, Jasmine, Siti, Clara for Fisn and Co beside Park Mall @ Dhoby Ghaut. I thought it would juz gonna be a normal dinner but they actually prepared a cake for me~ Aww.. =) BUT~!!! Here comes the embarrassing part.. Zzz.. Fish and Co style, the birthday person (in this case me) will havta stand up on the chair and then the staff will shout out saying there's a birthday girl on da house blah blah then sing bday song.. VERY loudly and everyone were staring at me.. T_T *faints* I had to quickly sit down blushing after the song. >.<
At first i was kinda disappoint with the slow and inorganized service there but the bday thingy is a plus for FnC.. However, one thing is, that day happens to have 2 or 3 other birthday ppl as well so i think they kinda lack creativity for the bday thingy.. Haha.. They should have more ideas for different ppl.. Well, at least i'm the first to try out.. Haha..
After the dinner wenta Giraffe for relaxing cocktail session which Alvin and Andrew came to join us. The cocktail is so so, my friends say the alcohol isn't strong. Stayed there to chit chat and finally make our way home..

Saturday:
Finally getta eat my steamboat~!! Starring me, my dear, Kai Yun, Ting Zhou, Meng Hong, Dennis, Ming Shen.. But alota probs at the beginning. Firstly, when we get there, it was super full and me and another bunch of friends havta wait outside end up they set tables outside for us.. Woots~ But the second problem comes when i felt water. Yes, it started to drizzle and they evolved into huge rain.. All of us havta move in and squeeze to get into the shelter. Haha.. Funny, eh? But we still enjoyed the dinner though there can be more beef. @_@ Haha. I'm actually craving for the beef. Aww..
After dinner we proceed to White Bar @ Boat Quay, where Grace, Gary, and Wenhan joined us~~ My favourite part coz Mr. Seow Ting Zhou was down~!!! Wakakakakaka.. Total we had 3 bottles of Martell and surprisingly, nobody was drunk.. Aww.. =/ No fun.. Lolx~~

Altoa pics taken but haven't uplaod yet~~ =3

~_~

2009-06-30T13:16:00.003+08:00

While working everyday is in a way more meaningful than rotting at home, it's not good missing all the funs. What fun? Dunno. Juz hang out etc. Haha. Imagine when i start school, morning wake up go school, evening work, night go home, morning wake up go school, evening work, night sleep, and it all goes the same cycle almost daily.

Getting 20 soon. What to do? Haha. Same boring day~ Not that into celebrating. Lol. Dunno. Still muz think what to do, where to go etc. So troublesome.

Stupid Wenbin flying soon. Bon Voyage. =)

Study study study. Few more hours to work. God bless.

My current workplace =)

2009-06-19T00:50:00.002+08:00

Friendly staffs, time passes fast. Haha. Get to eat pizza almost everyday. @_@ *faints* Lolx. Workin hard to understand the menu~~ XD

Exams next week. =(( Jia youx~!!

=(

2009-06-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

My current everyday life for these few days - Leaving house late afternoon to go to work, finish at 11 reached home around 12 odd. Bath etc and goes to sleep around 1 or odd. Sleeps for a few hours wake up early morning and study. Late afternoon prepare for work again and it goes on and on and on. What life. It's not that i dun like working. I don't know. It's kind of tiring.

I have a pig for a boyfriend so when he go to work, i'll be at home. When he finishes, i'm off to work. When i finish, he's off sleeping soundly. Ah. What life. =( Can't even talk to someone when i wanna.

And stupid Kong Wenbin no reply me~~ *prepares knives* Bon voyage whenever you are flying. =) dun forget to bring back souvenirs~!! Haha.

Exams next week

2009-06-15T12:13:00.001+08:00

And so next week will be my exams.

22nd June 2009 - Marketing
26th June 2009 - ITT
29th June 2009 - Boring Econs
Few days later in July - Management

God Bless.

Soon it'll be July. Haha. So fast.

Habit

2009-06-12T12:44:00.002+08:00

From whence have i hate the term "habit"..? From whence have i not used this word..?
To me, now, i think habit is an excuses for one to continue doing the things that they did not want to change.. Is it not..? At least, that is what i think.. It may be a past but as i think of it, was i dumb to let the habit of someone's continue..? That suck ain't it..? Haha.. But now, i really hate the word "habit".. =)

Congrats to Max kor kor ORD~~ =)

=)

2009-06-08T17:38:00.001+08:00

So fast nearing last week of term.. Ah~~ But gonna be bored at home.. =/

Bahh..

2009-05-26T13:17:00.003+08:00

Currently having lab lesson in school.. Boring~ Database.. Lolx~~ Assignments outta 4, 3 finishing.. Left my website.. Still needa write report, do storyboard blah blah blah.. ~.~ I want pomelo mango~~~ Lolx.. =X
Yest stayed back in school alone to do assignment using the school's slow and lousy com.. So sianz.. x.X Stayed tillnear 8pm when the library was closing.. Damn 7.30pm they switched off the lights in the computer area.. It's not like the keyboards are those glow in the dark kind.. >.>
Next week gonna go back to work ler.. =( Jia you bahx~!! @_@

I need DEsserts

2009-05-23T15:33:00.002+08:00

Why i need desserts..? Coz they say the opp of stressed is desserts~~ Haha.. Upon this moment, i thought of the pomelo mango.. Yum~

Okay.. I'm not really stressde.. Or am i..? I dunno.. Study study.. Till i dun feel like working a lil.. Haha.. i'm weak, okay..? I recall the times in past when ppl ask me "why dun you feel stress..?".. Haha.. Coz i'm a happy-go-lucky person~~ But in actual fact, i do feel stressed at times.. But rarely.. I know once during my poly year one coz of group proj.. Another is because of stupid Pair Go of old man JC.. Pair sux.. =( Now i'm gonna stress soon again if i dun start taking a break.. Study study study~~!! STUDY~!! It's not tough, really.. I learnt some during my poly school days.. Or perhaps it's juz a personal mindset of mine.. Someone said it's juz me finding excuses.. Perhaps..? Well, that's what i expected him to say anyway.. It's me me me everything juz me.. All my stupid thoguhts no i'm not stressed juz running away.. Ahhh.. Life sux~!!!!!!

What will be my future job..? No idea.. Hotel..? Cafe..? Bahh..

TBC~~~~

Some youtube vids =)

2009-05-13T16:18:00.001+08:00

She Blocked my (Internet Love Song)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHLNG08Yfok

Japanese ATM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t51zKN0yUdA

Thoughts...

2009-04-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i juz dunno what i'm thinking... Haha.. =)

My so called life..?

2009-04-24T20:03:00.005+08:00

School, work, school, work, school, work.. =(

2 weeks since i started my diploma course.
6 months since i started this work.
1 year 1 month since i started a new rs.
3 years since i known Go.
20 years since i was born.

Hahaha.. My course is alright.. Boring at times but oh well.. One month to pass up my 4 assignments and 2 months to exams..

Work, fun as ever but when there's nothing to do, there really is nothing to do.. Been working less now due to school..

Relationship is so far so good i guess.. I hope it'll be better every time..

Go.. Stopped for nearly a year already.. Wanna get back but trying to find time with my assignments due dates and exams coming soon..

Me.. 20 this year.. Getting older each day.. After diploma may be getting degree course depending.. What i will be not used to is having a full time job.. Full time job in service line is really abit tiring, especially hotel..

In lesson~

2009-04-21T16:21:00.002+08:00

Currently having lab lesson.. Haha.. Learning HTML.. Learnt those during my time in poly already so slacking bit.. Heex.. As i calculate, oh mi gosh one month to submit all 4 assignments and 2 months to exams~!! *faints* Seems sooooo fast~!! I wanted to post pictures but couldn't upload now.. Ah well..

Knowing

2009-04-18T11:43:00.002+08:00

Wenta catch Knowing the other day.. Not bad if you like those logic logic stuffs.. I think it's nice.. =) I wonder what if the end of the day is really here.. What will happen..? Sounds kinda scary, eh..? Knowing that you would die soon..

Sometimes i'll think what will happen if i die..? Life gone, turn ghost, reincarnation..? Think all the memories i have here will be gone.. My existence and all that.. Why does death seemed so scary..?

Songs

2009-04-17T21:25:00.001+08:00

Before i say what i wanna show, anyone heard of the song "Touch My Body" by Mariah Carey..? =) If no, click on the link below to listen..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlgocZZEddY
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Next, watch and listen to this~!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8

Enjoy~!! =)

Heya..

2009-04-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

It's the second week of school and things seem cool.. Haha.. Gosh and when i'm happy i need not study business, guess what..? My modules consists of Principles of Business Management, Marketing, Economics, Food and Beverage Management, Accounting, It and forgot.. But all business except for one pathetic IT.. T_T Sobx.. Jia you~~~~ X)

First Day of School =)

2009-04-06T19:08:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of school.. Well, not bad.. Haha.. Supposedly 3 hours of lesson ended in 2hours, inclusive of approximately 20mins.. I hope all the lessons will be like this.. I'm kinda looking forward to the 3-day training they gonna give us which includes Front Office, Housekeepng, Bar (Cocktails and Coffee making), Wine tasting and i forgot.. But sounds cool.. =3 But i forgot to ask when it'll be.. x.X Next lesson will be Marketing i think.. Or Econs.. Either way i'm so not looking forward to business.. =<

School starting..

2009-04-05T15:50:00.001+08:00

Well.. Finally starting school tomorrow.. Kinda weird going back to school after the all the school-less months.. Will be handling work and study at the same time.. Sigh.. Busy busy.. Hope i can manage the studies.. Wonder who my classmates are gonna be.. Haha.. Jia you ba~!! To all those school ppl out there, all the best too~~!! X)

Busy..?

2009-02-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

Been busy these past few days. Busy? I feel like i've been doin alota things lately but as i name it out, it seems so much little. Past few days attended my first ever funeral. It wasn't a good thing to say at though. Funny of me saying this but i've learnt quite a few things during these few days, mainly the tradition. It's juz the beginning of the year and i've encountered traidition twice. Once during CNY, and that. For those who know me, who part of me seems like a tradition girl? *thinks hard* Nah. I dun hate tradition. Nope i dun. I think it's cool and an eye-opener. But some things juz hard for me to absorb. Ah well.

Dreamt of a friend last night. That he was facing some difficulties. Well, i dun have deja vu before so let it be juz a dream. =) God bless. Okay. Going off~ Toodles~

2009~!!

2009-01-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i've been here.. Haha.. Miss me..? Well.. Haha.. I wanted to change my skin first before coming to here.. Cute..? First time changing my own~!! Haha.. Well.. I gotta run.. =( Shall blog more next time~~

Happy new year~~!!

Getting a job..

2008-10-15T14:54:00.002+08:00

Actually today's the start of polite games not Mon.. Whopx.. But either way, bet NYP's gonna get first.. Hahaha.. I've recovered from my sick already juz slight cough now and then.. Managed to skip the specialist's appointment today.. Already wasted $100+ on my accumulated medical bills.. Faints.. x.X Looked at Dan's blog and alota pics there.. A pity i didn't go.. Sigh.. Would've met up with many interesting ppl i suppose.. Oh well..

Gettign a job real soon~~ Woots~~!! Sounds mad but i'm excited~!! Can't wait to go back to my working life again~~ X)

Getting better..

2008-10-13T13:17:00.002+08:00

Once a girl who is so into Go.. Spent her time daily, almost 24/7 on Go.. Attended as much trainings as she is able to.. Learnt as much stuffs as possible.. Many people thought she is mad.. For a girl being so obsessed with Go.. Thus became one of the outstanding female players.. Due to hardwork, she improved very quickly.. Blah blah blahhhhh..
The past.. =)
Now.. The girl was lost.. And shall start to find back everything again..

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Aye.. Getting better from my illness.. Hopefully i can skip the specialist appointment on Wed.. =/

Yes okay.. Regarding Go part, spent some time thinking.. I was irresponsible in the past and made many ppl unable to believe whether my words for not attending were reason and juz plain excuses.. But anyway, no i'm not quitting Go yet.. I'll still continue to play Go..

Today is the start of the POLITE games i think.. Of course, NYP will win.. Haha.. Pardon my other poly friends.. =p If i'm well enough in the evening, i shall go visit the guys.. @_@

2008-10-12T10:05:00.003+08:00

Been sick for the past 1 week having high fever and stuffs.. Wenta see the doc on Tues, Thurs, Sat.. Sat supposed to be my flight to Beijing but i can't go coz i am still having a 39+ degrees and weak to move.. Was even referred to NUH by my hospital and luckily i need not be admitted.. But i still need to go back now and then for an appointment with dunno what specialist.. Ahh.. Haish..

Okay.. And due to this, i didn't go for the competition in Beijing.. I know the the ppl in SWA now, those weiqi peeps, they're surely scolding me here there everywhere.. Yes, it may be my fault for me backing up last minute not going to the competition.. My fault that Daniel has to go alone and he can't join the competition as well.. I can't stop what everyone is thinking now.. But i really am very weak feeling nauseous vomitting at times.. How can i travel out in a cold country like Beijing and for a week..? Will SWA be able to ensure my health..? Okay.. Perhaps selfish of me to say that.. I've said alota mean stuffs the night before the actual flight coz i was kinda mad @ SWA.. Said what no matter what i still havta go to Beijing if not i will be penalized and never join competitions again.. I was like "what the..".. What bout human rights..? And i start talking craps saying that i dun care bout representing sg blah blah.. But i have decided, and i shall say it now, that i am not joining any more competitions.. Serious.. Get mad at me whatever you guys want.. For that incident, i can only apologise..

Yeah it sux.. Forget everything.. Live for the better..

Personality Test

2008-10-04T12:32:00.003+08:00

I shall break the silence of my blog with some tests i took.. Got to know this as i was browsing young man Dennis' blog who chanced upon this in Grace's blog.. =) Hence, my result..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Not sure whether it's true.. Haha............... Anyway, took it from >here<.. =)

Tree, Leaf, Wind..

2008-09-01T23:43:00.001+08:00

Some post i saw it at a forum..

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Tree,Leaf, Wind

==Tree===

The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting.
I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.
There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her.
She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm.
She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility.

Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me.
I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish.
I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her.
I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her.
The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years.
She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.
When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off.
The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut.
I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day.
When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something.
I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her.
There was once when both of them quarreled.
I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend.
I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened.
I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out.
After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her.
She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too.
I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together.
I know who's the guy. He had been going after her for quite a while.
A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.
When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it.
It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath.
Wanted to shout but can't.
Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry.
How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp.
It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then.
It says "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

==== Leaf =====

During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why?
Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes alot of courage.
During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy.
ot BGR kind but as buddy kind.
But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy.

The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon.
It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit.
They were only together for 2 mths.
When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.
But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me?
Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move?
Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt.
Time after time, my heart was hurt.
I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love.

But, If he don't like me, why does he treat me so well?
It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.
Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits.
But his feelings towards me I can never figure out.
You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
Care for him, accompany him, dote on him.
Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me.
It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms.
I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
Because of this, I waited for him.
The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up.
Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting.
The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me.
Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly.
From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart.

He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree.
In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart.
I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land.
Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

==== Wind ======

I like a gal called leaf.
Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind.
A wind that will blow her away.
When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school.
I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer.
During ECA time, she will always be sitting there.
Be it alone or with her friends looking at him.

When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes.
When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes.
Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed.
I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness.
The senior was also not there as well.
I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her.
Tears were in her eyes while he left.
The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him.
I walked over and smiled to her.
Took out a note & gave to her.
She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note.
The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away.
It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls.
I know that the person she loves is not me.
But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.

Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times.
Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up.
If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over.
I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her.
Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.
Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend.

I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone.
I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?"
She said, "I'm nodding my head".
"Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears.
"I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell.
During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

2008-08-08T14:38:00.001+08:00

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God bless those attending Olympics.. =)

Money No Enough 2~

2008-08-03T07:54:00.002+08:00

Wenta watch Money No Enough 2 last night.. Not a bad show i think.. Funny and sad.. Dunno why but i heard many ppl dun quite like the show.. Go watch it if you haven't.. =) A kinda meaningful show.. The starting very funny.. Haha..

TW's Bday~~

2008-07-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

Wenta Novena to eat steamboat today with my poly classmates.. =) Been long since i went out with them.. Haha.. Had steamboat~~ Yumm.. Next week still meetin 'em for Jonathan's bday.. Today's for Thong Wah.. X3 Only took 3 pictures with my phone.. Group photo's with Michelle coz we used her cam.. XD

Table 1~

Darwin and Cheryl Candlelight Fondue~ Lolx..

Second Table~~ XD

Had loads of fun~~ Heheex..

Canon~

2008-07-31T11:57:00.002+08:00

Since i first listen, i've always like Canon.. Heheex.. Till now it's still my fav.. I forgot who.. Someone who knows piano.. Last time i keep asking him (or her?) to play Canon for me.. Hahaha.. Current blog song is Canon.. Nice..? X)

Two weeks of socialing with sec friends, poly friends, fam etc.. Next week start training liaooo.. Haha.. Yar i say de.. Bit dowan go SWA coz YLS will be down there "oh kaiwen! You're here! You havta start train Go ar..." and blah blah blah.. Heard he's been finding me.. Hahaha.. Okay.. Alota ppl have been looking for me since i didn't have my phone with me last week.. =X Lolx~

Night gonna go out with my ex-classmates.. Woots~ Miss em~~~

My school should be starting on 26th August.. Haishh... My friend suggested that i go SHAtech coz i like FnB/ Hotel line and next time i gonna work as that and not IT.. Ahhh.. Oh well.. I'll juz get my diploma in IT first.. Korea..? Myoungji..? Bahh.. Wait till i officially get into MDIS then i'll settle other stuffs..

National Ladies jia you~~!! XD

MIA~~

2008-07-24T00:21:00.003+08:00

Dear all, finally able to get online.. Haha.. I will be away for a few days~~ My phone won't be with me~~ Rare online also.. Will be back next week.. Haha.. Sorry for not mentioning before~~ And last but not least, YES I'M STILL ALIVE~~!!!!!!

Sianzzz

2008-07-14T21:39:00.001+08:00

Freak. Sianz. So many things. Haha.

Yawns~

2008-07-10T04:12:00.002+08:00

4+am now.. Like wow.. Been long since i slept so late.. Haha.. Been watching Naruto online which i stopped some time ago but nothing to do so continue.. Haha.. Am surprised at how far i've watched.. @_@ I'm not only slackin okie.. Been hardworkingly doin my weiqi homework.. Haha.. Han Song gan dong marx..? Hahaha.. I ran through5 to 6 pages but then sudd cannot load then stopped.. @_@

Ah ah.. Dear dear muz be sleeping soundly.. Later 5am wake him up when i go sleep.. Muahahahahaha.. =p

Yoooozzz

2008-07-10T01:16:00.005+08:00

Haven't been blogging.. Haha.. To start off, lemme put something.. =)

Taadaa~~!! Mr. Poh Xing Wei and his botak head.. XD

Met up with didi earlier on to get something and started taing pictures.. Lolx~

Kay with specs, him without specs

Now the other way round~

Now both with specs 8D

Now both without.. Hahaha..

Lame right..? We specially go staircase take coz there got light.. Lolx~ Thanx didi for da early prezzie~~!! XD

Now that i quit admin, i juz havta handle Go and rs only.. Haha.. Training back Go now, taking Phillip's and yls' lesson.. Heheex~~ China~~!! Japan~~!! Here i come~~!!! Hahahahaa. Okie Daniel..? =p Lolxx..

Me and dear juz passed our 4 months~ Though been through some unhappiness, but we're still happily together~~ Heheex~~ Love you loadds~~!! <3

Ahhh..

2008-07-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

Mmm......... Alota things suddenly.. Emooo.. T_T Hahahahah... Ahhhhh... Blah blah blah blah blahhh.. Okay i'm mad.. =/ Mmmm....... Sianz.. Haishh..

Dennis Bday today.. Happy Birthday~~!! XD]

Alvin~!! Long time nooooo see you grow up ler~~!! Gan dong gan dong~~ Lolx~~~~

Long time to SWA~~

2008-07-03T14:42:00.002+08:00

And so i'm finally in SWA now.. Haha.. Letsee.. Been how many days since i came here..? Dun remember.. =X Lolx~~ But near to a week i can say.. Or more..? Haha.. Past few days been sick and now slight.. *faints*

Train Go train Go~~ Lalala~~

Sick again..

2008-07-03T01:02:00.002+08:00

*cough cough* *cough cough* Been coughin for 1 week.. Sobx.. Or rather, more than one week.. T_t Then flu and stuffs from few days ago.. Haish.. So lucky to get sick twice in a month.. Haha.. Nothin much lately.. Lazy to typeee.. =X

Mmm..

2008-06-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Was asked.. Have i ever been jealuos of my boyfriend before..? Haha.. Not a question i would wanna answer.. =X Maybe been bothered bit by some stuffs.. But.. Is this called jealousy..? Ah well.. But who cares.. =X Lolx~~ Seriously seriously a good thing that he doesn't read the blog coz i wouldn't wanna tell him that.. Haha.. =X Juz wishing that we would last.. =) What will happen in the future no one knows.. Nor do i wanna have high hopes.. Not like i been through alota rs and stuffs.. Dunno.. Everyone is afraid to have the same bad thing happen, ain't it..? Sometimes i look at some couples and quite envious of them for lasting so long.. I see Yet sometimes i hear sad stories from my friends that happened to them..

When close to someone, he/she tends to keep things that will worry you.. At this point, i thought.. Would it be better if i can know the person's everything but not as close, or know a little but closer..? Haha.. But i never thought of ending whatever i have.. I think.. =X

2008-06-25T01:12:00.002+08:00

Jiang~~ Above ish Kai Yun jie jie's bday group photo~~!! XD Except that botak Ting Zhou not around.. Lolx..

One preeeeetty good news today.. And that's i'm free from SWA~~!! XD Lolx.. I'm not workin there ler.. Muahahahaha.. So today kinda went back and clear my prev week work then practically slack there.. Later in the night met up with Kai Yun and Ken @ AMK mac chat chat.. Sometimes it's good to have friends.. =)

Happy Bday to Kai Yun~~

2008-06-24T01:07:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Kai Yun's bday today.. Wenta Nebo to eat.. Haha.. Nebo's a nice place to slack and eat and play games if ya have nothin ta do.. XD

Masterpiece by our 2 Shatec Hotel Management students.. Clear the food and stack everythin in one plate.. Kinda gross.. Omg.. If i'm not wrong, there should be chicken cutlet, beef bolognese spaghetti, teriyaki chicken, two other pastas, ice creams, etc etc.. Haha.. There should be fries and fish fillet as well.. Anyone care for some..? =)

No matter what i'm stickin to you~~

2008-06-23T15:07:00.003+08:00

Haven't been bloggin lately.. Haha.. Kinda lazy.. To start off with, wanna thank Xing Wei for da cute fan below.. =3

Kawaii neh~~ X)

Last Wed we gave our dear yls a "surprise" bday party.. Note te " ".. For those who were not there, you'll know why later.. Haha..

Our fabulous cake for yls~~!! Hahaha.. Black first to play.. if he answered wrongly he cannot eat~~ >.<

And of course, he got it right..!! Haha..

And she's da gal of the day~!! Dun wanna say why but it links to the " " in front.. Lolx~~

Took this pic randomly.. Comparin the small grape with a big one.. Lolx~~

Was out the other day and i saw this guy with two yellow A4 sized papers stickin on his back which says "Please tap on my shoulder and wish me Happy 16th Birthday.." x.X I was like ...... Almost wanted to laugh.. Haha.. His girlfriend beside doesn't allow him to take out the papers.. Poor thing..? Lolx..

Kk.. Gonna go out now.. Dear been buggin me already.. @_@ Adios~~!!!!

Bli bla bla bli bluuuu

2008-06-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

And so i mentioned i wenta Bishan SWA today.. Was gettin bored and findin stuffs in the fridge behind me.. Then i noticed something despite bein there for hours..

I was like -____________________________-".. Got to know it was Mr. Moon June's idea.. Lolx~ Creative..? Funny..? What d'ya think..? Haha..

After that met up with dear for dinner @ AMK then head to Ying house.. Everytime i go her house her parents will gimme food.. >.< And even made a fruit juice.. Well, kinda.. (look below)

Orange and foamy on top.. Looks like orange juice but it's not.. Letsee.. From what i heard, it's carrot, tomato, and green apple.. (Dunno got orange not..) Haha.. Healthy..? First taste seems weird but you'll find it quite nice after drinking more.. Haha..

Will be stayin at her house tonight.. Coz lazy to go home.. Though she stays two bus stops away from me only.. Haha..

Been kinda into Spanish lately.. Haha.. Learnt a lil long time ago then gave everythin back to Spain.. Haha.. Now pickin up a lil again..

Quiero estar contigo~~ =X

Hmmm..

2008-06-14T23:07:00.004+08:00

A boring yet tiring day today.. =( Haha.. Cabbed home from dear's house this mornin coz yest watched midnight then cab midnight charge very ex.. >.< Go home bom.. Down.. Sleep.. Haha.. Then afternoon head to Bugis.. @_@ And as usual did the stuffs there.. Lala.. Evenin at first gonna go out with dear and fwens end up no.. =( Haish.. Borin.. then toopid Wei Song next mornin gonna work cannot stay up late.. T_T

Borin night.. Haha.. Chatted with a fwen regardin bgr.. I'm juz so attached to my dear dear.. =( Which is so not good~!! Ahhhh.. One thing is, he is goin NS and i'll be so not used to it and be missin him like mad~~~ Omg.. Another is, dowan be so sticky to him.. Haish haish.. Wu wu.. Hao xiang ta~~ Wahhh.. Okay.. I feel so stupid.. Damn..

Last but not least, let's pray for our dear OLD Daniel who is terribly sick.. AMEN~~~~~~~~~

Te echo de menos..
Truly, madly, deeply~
teamo~ =X

Sick no more~

2008-06-13T14:54:00.002+08:00

Been long since i blog ler.. Haha.. Past few days sick~~ Buuu.. Which allows me notta go SWA for work.. Haha.. But i'm now in SWA.. x.X *faints* Been long since i work and next week my primary school classes resumes.. Thursday Northview, Friday Compassvale.. Been slackin, enjoying life, etc alot and dun really feel like workin.. Haha.. As i mentioned, admin ain't my kind of job so i'll get FnB job when i settle my school stuffs..

Oh no i havem't quit Go yet.. Juz that bit.. Erm.. Lazy.. =X But i'm startin to train ler.. Abit.. Haha..

Ahhh... Bored~ Happy Friday the Thirteenth~!! =3

Shop shop~

2008-06-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

Wenta Ikea with dear today to look for stuffs for my room.. Hmm.. Nothin much that's nice.. Actually, i forgot what i wanted to buy.. Haha.. Wanna change my room a lil.. X) I'm thinkin of whether to get thoe swing chairs that i can hang in my room.. Haha.. Seems fun.. The other time i wenta Nebo and sat those chairs, i kept swingin and swingin.. @_@ Lolx~ Lalala~

Still sick.. =( Buu.. Hope i get well soon.. Haha... Dun like to be sick.. >.< NYP peeps~ Lina wanna go find ghosts.. Yes, i mean ghost.. Those floating floating like casper and friends..? Haha.. Dunno what SPI thingy.. What's that anyway..? Anyway, i'm helpin here to gather ppl.. So.. Anyone..? Lolx~~

Lanke Cup Day 2~~

2008-06-08T10:59:00.003+08:00

Reached NYP @ 10am today.. No late.. XP Me and the NYP gang played somethin today.. Haha..That is, ZhiXiong took train from Boon Lay, and Cheris and Daniel from Bukit Batok hop in,then Yong Sheng from Yew Tee, Wei Sheng and Jeremy from Marsiling, Peng Hongfrom Yishun, Me frrom Sembawang (coz wenta Apple jiejie house).. End up Cheris, Wei Sheng and JEremy didn't join us.. >.< But later on due to i'm late, We got on the same later train as Wei Sheng and Jeremy.. Haha..

At this point, if you're thinkin i'm always late,this time, with a reason~!! I kinda got lost when i left Apple's house coz it's my first timegoin her house and ppl keep givin me diff directions.. T_T Sob sobx..

Round 7 to 8 more hours to go~~ x.X Lalala~~ Miss dear dear~~>.<>//<

Sicky~~=(

2008-06-07T10:35:00.002+08:00

Sick.. Flu or whatever it is called.. Damn terrible.. T_T Even got fever yest night but now okie ler i guess.. Phew.. Am now in NYP helpin out with the Lanke Cup and Qiu Ping Cup competition.. Been here since 10am and slacking~~T_T Ahh.. My sleep.. Well, not that i really slept yest.. Practically didn't sleep last night.. =( Sob sobx.. And a long full day fer mwe today.. x.X *faints*

Happy birthday to Mr. Kok Mun Jun and NP's Wenbin today~~ Tomorrow ish Ben Jie Jie de bday.. Lolx~~ Tomorrow ish mwe and dear dear de 3 months ler~!! Haha.. But havta help out at the competition.. =( Ahhhhh......

Kung Fu Panda~~

2008-06-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

Wenta watch Kung Fu Panda with dear and our two younger bros.. Heexx.. Quite a funny show.. Haha.. Was freezing in the cinema coz i lent my jacket to my bro.. Brrr.. After that send Phillip (my bro) home then head back to Bishan.. @_@ Wasn't intending to go Bishan but then Danny keep callin me and ask things.. Haha.. And when i reached here, no customer ler.. T_T

We muz thank Siong Hwai the Hwa Chong Panda today coz he helped JC to buy 1.5L of Crysanthemum White Tea, Medium MOS Ice Milk Tea for me, Coffee Shop Milk Tea for me, and not to mention Daniel's plain water from Food Junction.. But actualy he got from Subway and drank up the water so left only the empty plastic cup.. Haha~

Past Emo Kay..?

2008-06-05T17:00:00.003+08:00

Last time i had another blog, which not many ppl knows.. And that kinda blog, i only went there when i was emo.. In the past.. Haha.. Went in juz now to view it.. Hm.. I'm quite an emo girl girl last time, eh..? Haha.. Esp on rs coz my prev ex is bit problematic on rs stuffs.. But oh well.. Emo Kay Kay no more~~ I've deleted all the past posts inside already.. Haha..

I dun wanna be so emo like in the past ler.. Lala~ Keep smilin and smilin.. =) Heheex~~ I'll be starting school in August~~!! Woots~~ Now is juz wait for end of June pay school fees only.. Heex.. IT~~ Wonder how much i can learn there.. @_@

Random post~

2008-06-03T15:37:00.003+08:00

Been long since i touched my blog.. Haha.. But then again, been loooonger since Danny touched his, right..? Haha.. With those spidey webs growin here and there~~ =p

Received this sms today:

十句值得深思的话:
第一句: 没有一百分的另一半,只有五十分的两个人;
第二句:付出真心才会得到真心,却也能伤得彻底, 保持距离就能保护自己,却也注定永远寂寞;
第三句:通常愿意留下来的人才是真正爱你的人;
第四句:有时侯不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重;
第五句:冷漠, 有时侯并不是无情, 只是一种避免伤害的工具;
第六句:如果我们之前有碍1000步的距离你,只要跨出第一步, 我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步;
第七句:为你的难过而快乐的人是敌人, 为你的快了而快了的人是朋友, 为你的难过而难过的人就是那些该放进心里的人;
第八句:就算是believe中间也藏了一个lie;
第九句:真正的朋友并不时在一起就有聊不完的话题, 而是在一起就算不说话也不会感到尴尬;
第十句: 朋友就是被你看透了还能喜欢你的人.

Sweet.. =)

Oh yar.. For those who haven't, go here for your IQ test~~!! XD
http://www.testriffic.com/iq/

Too much work..?

2008-05-27T15:42:00.002+08:00

Ever since i came back from Korea, SWA stuffies have been spamming me.. Shoutan Cup, which fortunately ended, new holiday classessssss (and i do mean those "s"), and upcoming events.. Ahhh.. Practically didn't touch Go at all.. Should i quit..? Haha.. I really pref running around in FnB line serving stuffs and sitting infront of the computer whole day keying data.. Those attachment students for Business or IT should know what i'm talkin botu.. Haha.. Well, some.. And today i woke up twice after a dream each.. First dream i dreamt that i as @ SWA counter collecting fees and givin out receipts.. When i woke u i was like "what the....".. So i slept back not long after and start dreaming.. And i dreamt something regarding work again but i forgot what.. Haha.. Damn the SWA work.. with 5 bucks per hour only, omg.. But nice slacking environment.. Haha..

So i heard Daniel, James, and JC will be back tonight.. Haha.. Wonder how they fared.. Hmm.. I want play Mahjong~~ Haha.. Suddenly feel like doin many stuffs after the bored-ness @ SWA.. Haha.. Shall start my training soon~~ Ganbatte~~!! XD

Lalala~

2008-05-26T00:06:00.004+08:00

Jiang~!! Our last group photo before we part.. =)

Lately suddenly recall of the Happy Tree Friends.. Haha.. Anyone knows of it..?

Go to this link

http://mondo.happytreefriends.com/

Very sadist cartoon.. >.< Kinda links me to South Park.. Haha.. Though i didn't watch it much, but i heard that every episode Kenny muz die.. Omg.. I pity Ken Ken who has the same name.. Haha.. =X

Yurika shows me an interesting picture.. (Below)

Ta daahhh~~!! Featuring our very mascular Mr. Alvin Ng Yong Han~!! Lolx.. Any takers..? =)
Age: 18
Description: Cute hot muscular young babe (?). Price negotiable. =D Free giveaways~~!! Hahaha..

Zhi Xiong flyin to Japan tomorrow ler.. Take cares k..? >.<

Blehx~

2008-05-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

Work as usual today.. Lalala.. Borin.. Finished all the stuffs very quickly and soon sittin down daze off by the counter doin nothin.. Then started playin viwawa.. Hahaha.. =X As i was playin, Phillip came over and asked "What's your KGS rank?". "Round 1K to 1D", i answered. Then he said "Oh really. The guy inside says that he is 2K online and asked me to give him 9 handis (19x19) and i won.".. I was like -_-" Phillip sure loves bully ppl.. Haha..

Wahh~~ After long time no chat, Chien Ming didi misses mwe~~!! Ohohohoho~~ =3 Long time no supper with him ler.. Should find him out some time.. =3

9pm currently.. 1.5 hour to go~~ @_@

2008-05-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

Been long since i blogged.. So think i'll juz upload some pics from Korea taken from mama's cammie~~ =3

Large Bi something..

Zimmy bully mwe~~ T_T

Karen, Lydia, Kay, Queenie, and two Taipei jie jie~~

Yu Xiang, Jc, Saeson, Kay, Karen

Our own designed fans~~ XD

Kinda like Korea's mac cum Kfc..? Lolx..

Cute but dunno what this is.. >.<

The traditional food that's called Bi somethin..

Another large version of Bi somethin..

Yupx.. We love takin photos in da washrooms.. XD

Mama and me in airport before goin to Korea~~

With mama~ InKorea airport~~!! XD

Our cosy lil room.. =3

Okie that's all fer now~ Off to bed.. Nitey nitex~ =3

Sakae Teppanyaki~~

2008-05-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

Been lazy to blog lately.. Haha.. Nothin much on too anyway..

Dear Daniel,
Shall we go eat Sakae Teppanyaki on 22nd when you're back..? =D Heex..

It's a Thursday so guys if you're free and wanna go, tell mwe~~!! XD Teppanyaki is nice~~ =3

Back~~!!

2008-05-14T13:50:00.002+08:00

And so i'm back in Singapore now.. Oh yeah Singapore food.. Yum.. =3 Was havin almost the same Bi somethin bap or whatever de Korea dish fer da past few days and was like omg.. Though it's not bad.. Lolx.. But some ppl couldn't get use to the Korea food coz it was mostly veggies and lil meat.. And quite spicy too..

Anyways, i'm finally safely back in SG.. =) Heheexx.. Back to my SWA stuffies lifestyle.. Boring.. x.X

Korea Day 5~~

2008-05-12T19:25:00.005+08:00

A picture of JC dozing off during the loud drum performance yesterday..

Day 4 of the Korea trip and we went sightseeing abit..

Match between Chul Han CHOI and Jung Sang PARK, both 9 pro dan..

Look at how many ppl are watching.. But we could only stay for 10mins.. Haha..

This is the room for us to see the game on the projector screen..

Tomorrow and i'm back~~!! Yay~~ =3

Day 3 in Korea~~

2008-05-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

Day 3 aka the last day for competition.. 3 rounds today and won 2.. =) So overall i won 2 outta 4 and got 7th place outta 14th.. Not really happy coz i lost to Thailand due to the shortage of time which allows me notta think much.. Was leading alot but last min made mistakes.. =( Haish. And she got 4th.. T_T Oh well.. At least a lil more motivated to improve in my Go now.. But for the time being, guess i'll take a short break from Go first.. Haha..

Had the closing ceremony today.. 5 performances but only the last 2 are nice.. Haha.. First is a lady singing some opera song whih we dun understand, followed by3 traditional Korea dance, and 4 guys playing drum till very madly.. There's this guy who play till very high.. Lolx.. Here comes the nicest performance - hiphop dancing.. Can see the whole room enjoyed that the best.. Haha.. They're like shoooo cool~~!! XD Last is instrument performances.. Anyone has the song "Moon River"..? I like.. =3

And so the battle ends, tomorrow we're goin sightseeing.. Woots~~!! And full course Korean meal~~!! =3 Wonder how it's gonna be like.. Heheex..

2 more days and i'm back in SG~~ Yay~~!! =3

Day 2 in Korea~~

2008-05-10T20:21:00.004+08:00

Above is my lunch.. Bi something Bob de.. Forgot.. Anyway it's the Korea's famous rice ba.. Come to think of it, i had that for yest's lunch~~!! @_@ Had my first round today.. And lost.. =( Against a Korean.. Heard she's a yeong dunno what.. Somethin like insei but it's in Korea.. Haha.. First round and so demoralizin already.. Faintx.. Tomorow against Thailand muz jia you~~!! >.<>.<>.<

Photos~

2008-05-09T15:40:00.003+08:00

Bored in da hotel after lunh so juz upload some pics.. =)

The first thing that i spend in Korea.. Haha..

Veggie dumplings~~ The most right is kimchi dumpling.. Not bad.. Haha..

Dunno what it's called.. But i ordered it..

A gift from Zim~~ Heexx..

We wenta the foodcourt today and it's a diff way of ordering your food comparing to SG.. First, before you enter, there'll be this huge display of all the food they have with numbers.. You needa order and pay first at the cashier beside then they'll gie you this receipt with the store name and queue number and you havta wait till your number is shown at the monitor when your food is ready.. Kinda like when you go visit a doctor or somethin..

In Korea~~

2008-05-09T12:02:00.002+08:00

And now i'm in Korea @ dunno what hotel.. Though the temperature should be fine but as i stepped out of the airport, brrrr.. Cold.. =( Waited for near 2 hours in da airport for other countries as well then took a coach to the hotel which the trip lasts round 4 hours or so.. Tiring.. x.X

Round 1pm now.. Heard Korea is an hour faster than in Singapore.. Hmm.. Think i'll be goin off for lunch soon.. =) Take cares all~~ =3

2008-05-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

Suprise~~!! Haha.. And here i am usin Changi Aiport's free internet thingy while waitin fer the flight.. I'll be flyin @ 2250, which is 20mins later.. =) All da best to me and those goin with mwe.. Hopefully i won't get high cholestrol due to egg feast.. Haha..

Gtg~~!!

2008-05-07T15:46:00.003+08:00

Yupx.. One more day.. And i'm flying off tomorrow.. =) Going off to Korea for 6 days.. Wonder what will there be in Korea.. Hmm.. Haha.. Never been before.. Heheex..

It was supposed to be a nice day today but somehow bit dotty.. Haish.. Partly my fault i supposed but i really don't know what to do.. =( Ahh~~ I sudd recalled Alvin saying my posts are like want say dowan say de.. Haha.. Well, i think it applies to this too.. Hmm.. Haish.. Terrible.. And i knew today's not gonna be a good day because it rained as i woke up this morning.. =( I don't know why.. Sometimes the weather seems to know what i'm thinking.. It always rains on the days when i'm down..

These past 2 years it's always been bout me and Go.. (well anyone disagrees.? Haha..) Maybe and a lil of bf in the past but as i said, past.. Oh.. Notta mentioned those friends around me.. Now i guess it's still the same.. Go, boyfriend, friends.. =) At least for now i still have a boyfriend to ease me off of Go.. If not, i'm juz left with Go, Go, and Go.. *faints*

1557 now in SWA.. Supposed to go out but didn't.. Down.. And the rainy weather outside brings to mood even low.. This very point.. Feel like going over to dear hug tight tight tight.. Somehow, the only person i can think of when i'm down.. But oh well..

Round 30 hours of free time left in SG.. Mmm..

3 more days~~

2008-05-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

Slept for round 10+ 11hrs after attendin Wee Hong's 21st bday chalet.. Haha.. Plyed MJ and stuffs.. Faint.. x.X Had Sakae Teppanyaki with dar today and is nice..!! Never eaten Teppanyaki before.. Daniel~~!!!!! We're gonna eat that when you come back~~ okie..? =D Feel like eatin the Teppanyaki thingy again.. =X After that walk walk around.. Found a nice shop in The Cathay.. With interesting stuffs.. Forgot the name though.. Think is second or third storey.. =X
haa
I suddenly undestands why L types with his two fingers.. Coz he's usin flexi keyboard~~!! Haha.. Bought one today and it's kinda hard to use.. Can't really type normally and i think the best way is type like L coz you'll press the middle part which is the button as you you wnon't get anythin if you press the side.. x.X

3 more days to Korea~~

Iron Man

2008-05-03T18:04:00.002+08:00

Anyone catch the movie "Iron Man" yet..? Been out a few days ago and till now still fully booked..!! Oh my.. Wenta catch it with dear, Ken, Zhou, Yun, Grace, Apple yest.. Hmm.. Not bad actually.. Haha.. Tony Stark.. Haha.. He's like so smart.. Managed to build the Iron Man thingy in a cave with limited resources.. Haha..

Danny has tagged my chatbox~~!! Hahaha.. Glad that you're alive.. =D LOL.. No no.. I mean it.. Haha.. Read the blog and wow.. It's like nothing but Go there.. *faints* If i were to go.. Hmm...... Haha.. Have fun and remember to bring somethin back..~~ =p

Happy Labour Day~~

2008-05-01T23:17:00.003+08:00

Wenta Vivo City with my elder and younger bro today.. We wenta this restaurant called "Hei She Hui" aka Secret Society in chinese..

Nice signboard..? Haha..

This is their Durian Mochi.. Okie okie ba.. I find it bit creamy..

So called prawn salad roll or somethin.. Taste like Goreng Pisang.. -.-

Xiao long Bao~~!! The only dish that i like best.. =D

After the trip to this shop, i realised i'm quite picky with food.. Haha.. Too oily, too creamy, no taste, etc.. =X Heex.. But is true~~ Poke.. The service is.. Omg.. x.X Waited loooong fer da bill.. Then the staff.. Sigh..

After that left to meet up with Dear, Zhou, Ken, Meng @ PS.. Supposedly wanna catch Iron Man but too full.. =( No seats left.. Sigh.. Ended up catching Doomsday.. Nice but gross.. T_T They show the heads being chopped off, smashed, hands chopped etc.. *faints*

Before the movie, me and Kai Yun jie jie who later joined us went shoppin a lil.. The got bored and sat @ Foodcourt.. I'm surpirsed how the guys can see Meng play arcade for 2 hours~~!!

Kawaii Kay~ Taken by dar..

Exact one week and i'm flyin off.. Haish.. Bit worried for my Go.. =(

Bon Voyage to Danny~

2008-05-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

Before i start off, bon voyage to Dear Daniel (not hello kitty) coz he'll be goin off to Korea tomorrow (Thursday) morning to the Dojang place to train.. Jia you~~!! XD The first MSC guy i know is Daniel and i still remember the first time when we play during my year one clubcrawl @ the Sports Hall.. And he trashed me.. T_T Two years have passed now and a lil thanx to him that i'm still clinging onto Go.. He has always been a sorta motivator in NYP Go club.. Not to mention one who trains us Go.. Me, An, Hao, WSheng, Jeremy, Alvin, Wen Bin.. Still kinda miss the old days back where all of us were still together.. Nostalgic~~ Haha..

Very hot weather lately.. =( Dear all, please drink more plain water.. ^^

Harold and Kumar 2.. -_-

2008-04-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

Wenta had Suki Sushi with June, Dan, Book and dear.. =) Feel sho bad coz i think Suki Sushi suits ppl like me and June who eats anythin.. Haha.. Danny and dear dear dun really eat raw stuffs so yar.. Sowee~~!! >.<

After that wenta watch Harold and Kumar 2......... I guess the guys were fine with the show but me..... =/ I didn't know whereta put my eyes.. Faintx.. So obscene.. T_T Danny's idea to watch too~~!! Lolx.. =p I didn't know it's like rated M18.. T_T

After that Dan they all wenta Bishan and me and Wee wander around.. Then somehow wenta my mummy house.. haha.. As usual my mum asked alota stuffs but quite okie.. Haha..

Emo~

2008-04-29T02:46:00.002+08:00

Emo emo~~ Haha.. Actually hai hao.. =X Juz that listened to some stories earlier on from a friend.. Sad ones.. =( Haish.. I think 3 in the week (prev) liao.. But oh well.. Dar asked if i scared he'll run away not.. Should i..? If i am that so afraid, why would i be attached..? I myself dislike those possessive freakin, got time no time jiu scared bf run kinda girls.. So i told myself.. I muzn't be
one.. XD Do i trust him so much..? Haha..

Anyway changed my bloggie song.. "She Knew" from N'Sync.. Old band i know.. But nice okie.. Haha..

Danny told me i can go to the Dojang thingy alsho if i dun go uni.. Hmm.. Not a bad idea.. But he told me one thing.. That is, i won't be able to take the training there.. T_T *faints* Coz it'd be those kind whole day sit down and touch Go i guess.. Oh well.. I'll see first.. =3 I'm still gonna get my IT dip no matter what.. =)

My future dreams..? Well, i mentioned to some.. Haha.. Bit fantasy also nar.. Coz i'll need HUGE capital.. Haha.. When i told Danny he was like "Wow.. Have fun.." or kinda stuffs.. Coz it's really really..... Haha.. For those who dunno, i'll blog it tomorrow.. maybe i'll have things to add too.. =p Hahaha.. It's called upgrading, Daniel.. =3 Upgrade the shop~~ Lolx~~!!

Kkiex tired.. =( Nitey nitex~

Go..

2008-04-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

My bro asked if i'm working.. "No" i said.. I didn't tell them i'm working at SWA now as admin, nor did i tell them i'm teaching schools.. Dunno why.. i dun feel like saying.. But as i said no, he said out his opinion.. That is, focus on Go and take is as career.. Like great.. My dad and bro somehow wants me to stick to Go for life as career or stuffs.. Faintx.. Not that i dun mind..

I love go yeah and i'm never giving up.. X) I hope all my friends around me who plays Go doesn't give up Go too.. Although i haven't touch Go much lately, as in self train or what (excluding playing Go online), doesn't really means i'm losing interest.. I still hope i can improve as much as i can.. However, as Dan mentioned, it's hard to improve much in SG and suggests me to go Korea.. Well i might go to the uni, that is if it's only a 2 year juz Go itself course.. Depends.. =)

I thought of another lame thing today on train.. =( I know i know.. I'm lame.. but.. What if L wants to play Audition..? T_T usin two fingers.. Haha.. Pro~~

=)

2008-04-28T15:29:00.002+08:00

So yest the bday thingy overally ain't that bad.. Oh well.. Happy bday to dear dear.. =) Belated though.. Haha.. One funny thing is he got scolded for bring diff girls every time.. Haha.. Orbi.. =p but i really hope we can last long.. =) Once was asked if i'm takin this rs seriously.. Well, needless to say yar.. Though at the beginning there's some prob.. But as time passes, been thinkin lots bout him~~ >.<

Regarding my prev post bout L, i forgot to add a question.. What if L wants to ctrl alt del? How can he press with only two fingers..? Haha.. Will he use his thumb or pinkie..? Or the end of the lollipop stick he's always eating..? Omg.. L is juz sho cute~~!! XD

Counting down to 10 more days~~ =)

Yahoo News - Choosing baby's gender according to diet..? o.O

2008-04-27T12:40:00.004+08:00

Juz saw something on yahoo..

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080423/tts-health-diet-sex-children-c1b2fc3.html

It's bout the mothers can actually choose their babies through their diet..!! How true is that..? I wonder what about those with the female/male twin.. What do you call that again..? Oh well..

Was on cab to dear's house for his bday party part one today (btw i escaped from it for awhile now at SWA later goin back.. =X) and got bored.. So i thought randomly and thought of L.. For those who watched L Change the World, remember the funny way L has to type the keyboard..? I wanted to find the pic btu couldn't find.. Forgot who has.. Cheris you have..? >.< But anyway, i found this cute pic.. =3

Kawaii~~!! >//<

1305 now.. Gonna go back to the bday thingy later.. =( Haish..

Zzzzz...

2008-04-26T13:53:00.002+08:00

2pm and i'm now in Bishan.. Supposedly there's a dunno what CMC Taiwan thingy selection but i didn't attend.. Partly coz chances of me unable to go is greater than me able to go.. Ah.. Oh well.. Didn't have a good start of a day today.. =( Some miscommunication thingy with someone and thus unhappiness.. Now i'm like soooo.. Moodless.. T_T Haish.. Even though i'm @ SWA now.. Feel so sianz.. This boring stupid quiet place with no one~~ Well, there are a few students havin lessons.. Yar.. Imagine i havta stay in this place till 10+pm.. *faints* And i didn't sleep much yest coz i played Go till pretty late and hadda wake up early morning.. =(

Anyone.. T_T Go Bishan find me if you are free.. Buu..

12 more days~~

Relationships..

2008-04-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

Heard quite a disappointing/sad news today.. But who can be blame..? No one.. Relationships.. Feelings.. Are they so weak..? That one could juz change in a moment of time..? I dun really blame either party but then i feel like... so sad.. =( Guys.. If you wanna get a gf, please get it AFTER you go army.. =( This matter made me bit emo.. x.X Why are some feelings juz so weak..? Sometimes i'm scared of rs too.. Haha.. Though i only had 2 in the past.. Dunno.. The feeling of losing someone juz sux big time.. I'm trying myself notta get so attached to dear but then keep gettin attached to him everyday.. >.< Ahh.. If this rs doesn't works out.. Great.. It's like a "here we go again~" and start mourning for days.. x.X Shit.. Dunno why i'm laughing at the way i'm describing.. Haha.. (luckily dear dun read blog de.. Phew..)

But seriously.. who knows what might happen in the next few days..? Since i'm always on train, i'll have random thoughts to past the 1hr boring ride.. Coca cola says, ppl learn from past experiences.. Yeah true.. But then, not everything can be learnt.. For rs wise, it's easy to be left scar.. Maybe till the extent that one might not wanna get into rs already..

Think for me now, juz put my trust into it and hope it lasts.. Sometimes i'll juz have this "oh well forget it" kinda feeling.. As in.. Kinda like "juz another rs if end jiu suan ler ba" kinda stuffs.. Omg.. Is this called looking on a brightside with negative thoughts..? *faints* (seriously really luckily dear not reading.. Haha.. If not he'll kill mwe.. =p) But then, i'm fine with now and with dear dear.. Heex~~ Lalala~

Off to bed~~

Mmm..

2008-04-25T02:03:00.002+08:00

As time closes in, the day seems nearer and nearer.. Few more days and a somewhat happy occasion for someone yet a troublesome one will happen.. T_T Haish.. Really hope it can pass soon.. =(

Two more weeks and i'll be flying off to Korea~~ Haha.. That day marks me and dear's 2 months.. Lolx~~ And when he heard that i'll be flyin off that day he was like T___________________T.. Hahaha~~ Been trainin a lil of Go lately.. =3 Haha.. Ganbatte~~!! >.< Seems that some ppl have high hopes on me.. YLS too.. Faints.. x.X Wonder what other competitions can i rep SG for..? Haha.. Told Daniel to aim for Japan next year.. Haha~!! Still far but yeah.. I wanna aim for as much oversea competitions as possible.. X) Ohohohoho~~ Jia you~~!! XD

Go =)

2008-04-22T19:45:00.002+08:00

Was kinda in pretty bad mood earlier on and didn't know where to go.. Then thguht of SWA. Haha.. Weird but yar.. The whole journey i was kinda upset.. But as i stepped into SWA, dunno why, i seemed to forget everything.. Haha.. Seems strange i know.. T_T Go is juz da best.. X) But if only SWA is not sho far away from my house.. =/

Gettin bit emo as i wasn't in a good mood.. Thinkin bout some pasts as i listened to songs in the train.. As the word "past", states that they are juz pasts. So yar.. =) Ppl grows as they experience things.. ^^v

Boy friends, Girl friends

2008-04-21T01:25:00.002+08:00

Yes i changed com~~ Haha.. To my bro's com and i can type~~!! X)

Was chattin with Dan and Xiong the other time regardin me and my friends.. Why me..? Coz... It appears that i have much much more male friends than female.. Haha.. Dan asked "Putting Go aside, how many female friend(s) do you have..?".. I think, and think, and think.. Hahaha.. Only Ying marx..? =X Well, friend that normally got chat, contact, hang out etc.. Even when in my class, i seemed to chat with guys more than girls.. Oh my.. Haha.. But nothin wrong with havin more guy fwens than girls.. =3

Guys, have you ever thought of bein a girl..? Girls, have you ever thought of bein a guy..? Well.. sometimes when my friends are in trouble, and i mean trouble, i feel like helpin them.. But yet can't.. One thing is, if it is really trouble, they won't let a girl help and it'd really be strange.. Haha.. No choice but down there seein my friends face their problems alone.. =/ But think i'll still tryta help them whatever i can.. Mentally or what.. ^^v

Played Rengo with Dan juz now.. Haha... Somehow.... Hilarous..? =X Hahaha.. Juz online is funny already.. If on board, omg.. Recalled the countless times we played with Jun.. Haha.. Funny.. =X And Mr. Moon June, if you are reading this, please note that you have not won us one round outta three or four yet.. =p

Off to bed.. *yawns* Nitey nitex~

=)

2008-04-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

Wena SWA today as usual.. But kinda funny on way home today.. Haha.. With Xiong, Dan and me.. We're like crappin here and there mostly on Xiong.. Lolx.. Laughed till moi tummy hurts and teared bit.. >.< Hahaa..

Dun feel like typin much coz i'm usin moi lappie now and fer those who dunno, moi keyboard kinda spoiled bit so i'm usin the n screen keyboard clickin here and there now.. Man.. So troublesome.. T.T Sigh.. Muz get a portable keyboard soon.. >.<

Till then~ =3

Forbidden Kingdom

2008-04-20T14:04:00.002+08:00

Wenta watch Forbidden Kingdom with Dan, Zhe, YSheng, Jun, Cher and Wee.. Bit rush in the booking coz the GV webby had prob.. =( Sigh~~ Made me run to the gv counter fer nothin coz i thought i can buy from there but then the person beside actually got the seats i want~~!! T_T *faints* Then i hurried back to SWA and check other cinemas and luckily managed to get Yishun's.. >.<

Haha.. 7 of us got the whole middle row of the theatre.. Kind nice.. =3 Heex.. Forbidden Kingdom not bad.. But weird thing is, how can the ancient ppl understand chiense and english..!? x.X Do they know Spanish/ Jap as well..? Haha..

Random..

2008-04-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

Dar startin work already.. Somehow with such coincidence, those primary schools are starting their exams and thus i dun have to teach for two weeks or so till after i'm back from Korea.. With him goin ta work and me free.. Ah~~ =/ Oh well.. I'll take the time to train Go.. ^^

Funny moments at SWA today.. Coming up with names for Moon Joon.. =X And Pepsi Cola Coca Cola F&N Orange Grape Banana Apple Pear Sarsi Mountain Dew Ice Lemon Tea Teh Tarik Kopi-O Bear The House Chuah Chee Hiong Haru Glory (pardon the looooooooong name but yar.. it's his OFFICIAL name alright..) dancing here and there with the Quack dance, Eeyore dance, Donkey dance etc.. And even the msn laughing and silly face winks~~!! Haha.. Xing Wei.. What have you been teaching him..? @_@

I saw An Qi on way home.. Haha.. She is my childhood friend cum neighbour.. I was like O_O when i saw her on bus.. Serious~~!! And chatted.. She asked me why so late home and i say coz go Weiqi clubhouse.. She asked what's Weiqi.. And i tried describing in simple terms like what some cab drivers told me.. "Those black and White thingy and surround territories".. Haha.. Sounds weird when i say that.. In my mind i was like "errrrr..." but what simpler ways to describe..? Lolx~

Go rulz~~~

2008-04-18T17:57:00.002+08:00

Sitting down at the counter in SWA and playing Go.. I muz say, playing Go suits me exact.. Was playing with an uncle yesterday and made a huge mistake in the start which results my loss.. But oh well.. Despite losin, i'm still glad that i'm playing Go.. X) Been long since i played on board already.. Always doing boring admn stuffs and play online Go.. Seldom getta play on baord.. =(

Thw world is filled with different kinds of ppl.. Good ones, bad ones.. Some you like, some dun like.. But luckily my friends are all normal.. =3 But my Go friends.. Hmm.. I've a squirrel, hungry monster, blue ghost, panda, etc.. Omg.. So many creatures.. Haha. (think they gonna kill mwe.. =X) Okay.. Enough random crappin.. Back to SWA stuffies.. =( Please visit me when free~~!! T_T

20 days to Korea.. Woots~!!

Mmm..

2008-04-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

Time now 10.31pm according to Danny's lappie.. And guess what..? I'm still in SWA.. T_T Alvin and gang still dun wanna leave.. *faints*

Thought alota stuffs today but forgot.. x.X Haha.. Maybe'll blog it up when i recall.. Juz some random thoughts of mine as usual.. =)

Ppl has been askin bout my school stuffs lately.. Well, i haven't start school yet.. It'll be either end of April of Aug.. Depends..

22 days and i'm off to Korea~~!! Woots~~!! Can't wait.. >.< I dun think i'm giving up Go.. IT's what i have now.. Haha.. Some ppl may think it strange for a girl gettin so involved in Go but who cares.. I love Go and that's the way it is~~ Hopefully my diploma can get me in Korea university.. =3 And maybe an insei like what Dan mentioned.. Hahaa..

Bored..

2008-04-15T18:17:00.002+08:00

So i'm down here in SWA now doin some borin admin stuffs and slackin away off with anime, cyberoro, and KS.. Haha.. Well.. I could've been less slack if the stuffs are in English and not some boring chinese which i can't really understand..

Thanx to moi Wen Bin didi who came early before class to accompany me in SWA~~ Sho bored here.. T_T Imagine yourself alone in the SWA the whooooole day.. I reached round 1130 this morning wanting to train but ended up playing KGS and catching up anime.. Haha.. Kekkaishi and Bamboo Balde are nice~~!! Been long since i watched anime.. >.<

Muz alsho thanx dar dar for accompanying mwe the past few days~~ Heexx.. Sitting down there in front of the Danny's lappie reading manga online.. Haha.. Should i say "xin ku ni ler"..? Lolx~ Tomorrow my turn to pei dear dear~~!! Hahaa...

Ahh.. Everyday go SWA bit boring for em.. =( I go SWA not coz of Go too~~!! *faints* Really wanna find one day without touchin SWA.. x.X I'll juz find some day and escape SWA.. Muahahahaha.. What worse, Hui ling sis is leaving~~!! Aww.. =( I'm not planing to work @ SWA for long too.. Pref FnB.. =3

Till then~~!!

Go..

2008-04-14T13:06:00.002+08:00

Been slackin alot @ SWA lately doin admin stuffs.. But well.. At elast i getta play Go.. =) If any one is free, please come to SWA @ Bishan to find mwe~~!! T_T Best, train me~!! >.< I seriously need training.. My flight's on the 8th.. 2250 if i'm not wrong.. Send em off..? =p

After leaving NYP, sometimes i'll think.. Why do i train so much for Go..? While in school, i still can train for Polite, Lanke etc.. But now without school competitions, hmm.. Maybe i'll juz aim for overseas trip in SWA~~! XD Wahahahaha..

Strangely, i dunno why i wanna improve so much.. Haha.. Bit weird for a hobby or somethin.. Oh well.. I'll juz train as much as i can..

First Month~~~ =3

2008-04-08T23:23:00.002+08:00

Went out with dar today.. Haha.. But despite that, i still havta go SWA for awhile to do some stuffs.. Hmm.. There's no one day off without SWA, eh..? >.< Haha.. Then we came to an conclusion that we'll find one day off without any other stuffs.. LOL.. Say until sho ke lian like that.. @_@ Well, he's startin work and i'm startin school.. And i've started workin @ SWA too.. So ya.. Haha..

Have time go Bishan find mwe~~!! >.< =X Hahaa.. Sho broed there.. @_@

Goin home alone... =(

2008-04-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

Left SWA with Hui Ling and Jason today and took train home.. Alone.. T_T Danny wenta Korea and no one pei me go home.. T_T Sobx.. =(

But one thing to happy bout, one month lu~~!! XD Haha.. Dun tell ya one month what.. =p

Started work @ SWA as the receptionist thingy.. Haha.. Also teachin some primary schools now.. =3 Heheex.. But bit no life.. Letsee.. Hobby Go, teach Go, job Go.. Omg.. *faints* Imagine if i have a bf who plays Go.. Super no life..!! We'll be down there talkin bout Go.. No way~~!! Haha.. But i still love Mun Yi dar dar the best~~!! XP And Chuan Ling mama.. But i hate uncle JC~~!! LOL~~

Only 1 month to the competition ler.. >.< Muz train hard and jia you~~ T_T Think i'll start full day training after dar dar starts work.. Haha.. So it ain't a bad thing he's workin~~ XD Heexx.. =p

@_@

2008-04-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

Alota stuffs lately.. Haha.. I'm never seemed to be free.. Mentally, or physically.. x.X Sounds weird.. Haha.. Dan and gang goin Korea today till Fri.. Gonna be boredd.. Haha.. Oh well.. Haven't been touchin Go lately.. =( And i dun like it.. I wanna train and train and train.. But before that, i feel like takin a day off of everythin and anythin and not think bout anythin else.. Haha.. Seems easy but sometimes i juz can't.. @_@

Mmm..

2008-04-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

Wasn't supposed to be online today coz should have camp but i went home.. So ya... Heheexx.. Well, i had something to do @ SWA till late.. =X Heheexx.. A very tiring day today.. =( Walked alota places fer the preday.. x.X Faintx.. Shaggyyy... =(

Gettin attached more to a person.. Good or bad..? Haha.. I dun wanna be sho dependent on another person~~ Muz be independent..!! >.< Yawns.. Sleepy.. =(

Question: Why do moon sometimes orange and other time yellow or white..?

=3

2008-04-02T00:09:00.006+08:00

And yes.. I did wenta cut hair yest with an.. Below are some of our pics..

Before~~~

After~~

And now... What will happen if i cut real short..?
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Haha.. Tied my back up.. Seems weird..? @_@

Well well.. Tomorrow gonna have camp ler.. Buu.. Won't be online till Sat.. =( Dun miss mwe~~~ >.<

Mmm..

2008-04-01T01:30:00.002+08:00

Time to train Go.. >.< Feel that i haven't been improving much.. =/

I cut my hair..!! Will upload the pics tomorrow.. Hehe.. Feel like cuttin shorter.. =X Lolx~~

Happy April's Fools day~~!! In addition, happy bday to baka Kenny~~!! XD

Ahh.. Been busy lately.. Mmm.. Hopefully can be more free next week.. =( Sobxx..

Hmm...

2008-03-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

I thought i'd have forgotten, but no.. As i saw him today, i felt like.. Hmm... Dunno..? Well, we did chat and stuffs like usuaul in the past.. =) Maybe i'm juz missing..? Haha.. Oh well.. (Anyway, in case you readers, i'm not talkin bout ex.. -_-)

Wenta teach Compassvale Pri school Go today and kinda fun.. Haha.. The kids there were real cute..!! >.<>.< Ganbatte~~!!

Time will not turn back no matter what..

=/

2008-03-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

Not that i dowan ppl to care or what.. But sometimes when a person keeps sayin and sayin it's like so annoying~~ T_T Ahhh.. Oh well.. Gonna go down to MDIS tomorrow.. Yawns.. Troubleeeeeeesooomeeee.. =/ Wasn't plannin to go down sho soon.. Ahh.. Nemind.. Some things it's good to settle it soon.. Haha..

1 1/2 months to the competition.. Jia you~~!! XD Gonna train train trainnnn~~~!!! =3

=)

2008-03-26T00:15:00.002+08:00

Gonna be quite free for a period of time.. What should i do..? Train Go..? Well, of course.. Should i start working part time as well..? Hmm.. To earn extra ash and need not always get money from dad.. Haha.. Independent..!! =X Lolx~~

Sho bored lately.. Like nothin ta do.. x.X *yawns*

Miss~~

2008-03-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

Tu ran you dian fan.. Haha.. Well, of some things.. But oh well.. X)

Sent the Toyota players off today.. 4 days in SG didn't really go out much coz didn't have time.. Aww.. Will miss you guys~~ >.< Hope ta see some friends in the May competition in Korea too~~!! X)

Tirin day today runnin here and there to send the peeps off.. Haha.. But fun.. =) Kinda happy i'll be more free after the Toyota.. XD heheexx.. Cam train Go again~~ =3

Busy Days~~

2008-03-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

Didn;t really go online lately coz was like so so busy with the Toyota Cup thingy.. Glad to see some oversea friends again.. Mu, Xinwen, Prawat, Surya.. Lolx.. One funny thing is, me and Prawat has added msn for 2 years and haven't chat much.. @_@ Well, at least we made friends again after this event.. =)

Tomorrow gonna send them off ler.. =( Sob sobx.. Well, some things juz have endings.. Hope ta see them again soon.. Will miss 'em.. >.<

One big event off after Toyota.. Can rest ler.. Haha.. Now ish juz wait fer JC to treat us, right guys..? Let's think of what he can treat.. Haha..

Toyota~~

2008-03-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

Wenta fetch Muien and Hazim from airport today.. Really miss him lots..~~ XD As friend, okie..? Dun start, guys.. -_- Next is Xinwen's arrival.. Can't waita see Surya too..!! Well, i wonder who else ish comin..

Still stuffs to be confused about.. Not knowing whatta do.. But what's done has been done.. All is juz the mind and stuffs.. Haish.. No matter what i think.. I'm still quite troubled by this.. =/

2008-03-16T02:08:00.002+08:00

Time when you think you were strong, times when you think you weren't.. Haha.. This sentence sudd came across me.. Hmm.. There are only stronger ppl, but not strong.. Weaker, but not weak.. =p Get what i'm sayin..? Haha.. Okay.. Juz loads of craps..

I wanna get stronger~ Train, improve.. But feels so slow.. I dunno whether i've improve lots or what.. Many have said that i've improved alot very fast.. But yet i dun really think so.. How come..? Weird, eh..? Oh well.. Think i'll juz absorb whatever there is to learn.. Haha.. Jia you~~!!

Words said can never be taken back, actions done can never be undo.. Of course, time cannot be turned back.. So no matter what, think twice or thrice or much as you can before doin anything.. Dun regret..!! You'll never know what should be the right one..

Ma Kuang Cup jia you~~!! XD

Mmm..

2008-03-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

Finally wenta steamboat with the NYP peeps.. Lolx~ Sho full.. x.X

Confused confused.. Confused..? Haha.. What am i thinking..?

Vex..

2008-03-12T21:07:00.003+08:00

Wo hao fan.. Of various stuffs.. There are times where i really wanna cry out.. Coz of some stuffs.. Alota stuffs happened around me lately.. Sometimes i feel so tired.. I really really feel like crying out loud.. No really stressed up.. Juz vex.. All the things happening.. Mainly of personal stuffs.. Mixed feelings and emotions.. I don't know whatta do..

Dear friend,
if by any change you are seeing this, tell me.. What is trust..? Yes i do trust you.. But there are times when everythin are against you.. And the trouble you caused.. After what happened, i finally know what is like to be backstabbed.. Or at least i feel that i've been.. Really disappointed.. But still, i wanna treat you as a friend again.. Though i know it's not possible..

I feel so lost.. Like what should i do..? So freaked out.. I need a place to cry out.. Let everything out.. I wanna go somewhere where i can release all these stuffs.. Who what when where how why am i thinkin..?