Friday, August 31, 2007
The other day i wenta Lee Ying house and she passed me my belated bday prezzie which she got for me.. To my surprised, it's the round round octopus which you can find it in action city.. I wanted to get those long ago.. She bought for me is a larger size though.. Round two hands big..? And red in colour.. I wanna collect them~ Coz they're sho cute.. But anyway, i left the octopus at her house.. I'll maybe get it some other time or what.. Coz always go her house no hands take the octopus as i was carrying gou gou aka doggie aka blackie around.. Lolxx.. Anyone seen it..? It's cute.. =)
Tomorrow ish National Ladies Competition already.. But i dun have much motivation to achieve to top.. Ha.. Tomorrow ish another special day for me.. Hehe.. But does it still counts..?
Hmm.. Now ish Thurs/Fri (Fri 2.52am).. Sat ish the comp ler.. Did no training except lately go kgs lose.. Ha.. Will i managed to pass the comp..? Will i get selected..? But it doesn't matter for me.. But i'll tryta try my best in winning.. Hmm.. Now that i recalled, Daniel said he'd treat me to any feast i want if i win.. Lolxx.. Did YS mentioned as well..? Heheexx..
This evening wenta JP watch Evan Almighty with didi.. Anyone watched it yet..? It's not a bad movie yeah.. I smuggled MOS milk tea inside.. End up i no put proply near half of the drink leak out.. T_T Sobx.. Oh well.. Anyway, the show is quite funny.. Haha.. However, there are parts which reminds me of some things recently that i almost tear.. But i tried notta.. Coz later make didi worry fer mwe.. x.X Managed to laugh a lil fer the whole show.. After movie went home..
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Love love you no matter what~ Heexx.. I had a nice dream when i napped.. Though it's juz a dream.. Too bad i woke up..
A song that keep playing in my laptop and shuffle.. =)
Here In My Heart Wherever you are tonight girl
I'll see you in my dreams
Wherever i go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
Coz here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and Unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more (forever more)
You'll be here in my heart
Whenever i miss
Miss you so much
It's more than i can bear
Now i won't cry
I'll juz close my eyes and know
You'll be there
Your kiss and your touch
I'll never forget
Coz you're as close as my very next breath
Here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more (forever more)
You'll be here in my heart
And though we are
A world apart
I know you'll never be that far
Coz here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
You love covers me
Forever more (forever more)
You'll be here in my heart
My heart
I type out de wor..!! Lolxx.. Got refer abit to online lyric.. But still i type everythin' out myself.. The one and only song that keep playing no matter when and where.. Whole day my laptop plays it.. Or my shuffle.. Even in my mind.. =)
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Two days later, they met.. Queer atmosphere.. Funny feeling.. The kind boy holds on the the stuffs for her.. His cuteness almost make the girl want to say something that she couldn't say.. Almost did something that she muzn't.. He offered to accompany her to wait for the bus.. Stupidly, she says to cab.. But the boy still accompanies her to the taxi stand.. They exit the place and the taxi stand is juz outside.. With nobody but many cabs waiting.. They exchange look.. The girl quickly takes her things and head to the cab.. She tries not to turn over.. In her mind, she had wished something.. But it didn't came true.. She got on the cab and looked at the boy.. He was looking at her.. Seeing her off.. The girl told the driver her destination and closed the door.. She keep looking back as the car drove off.. Looking at the boy.. Until he can no longer be seen.. She turned back front and daze out.. What she wished will not happen, will it..? But somehow still looking forward to that time..
Well well.. What do you think of this story..? Lolxx..
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Evening i went to JP with didi pei me.. But only went there to drink MOS buy comic.. Managed to hold back my tears outside.. Then i set off to Lee Ying's house.. I dun wanna go home early.. I have no other place to go.. Ying was working when i arrived at her house so her parents opened door for me.. Now still at her house but think going off soon.. 11.30pm ler.. Luckily her house's two bus stop away from mine..
Argh.. I hate thunders thunders thunders..!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be in a cuddle~ So that all fears and sadness will go away..
(apologies for the multi posts)
It's raining outside now even though it's juz start of the day.. Kinda brings down my mood even more.. Thunders.. Lonely room.. No one in the house.. Arghh..
Been wondering what happened to me..? Well, i'll only write the exact in another place as mentioned.. One or two ppl already knew of the place.. Haha.. Ask mwe if ya wanna know.. But, i only give to a certain ppl.. Heheexx..
Whole of last night didn't sleep much.. Listened to the sorta first song.. The song that i listened when i was back in Shang Hai.. The song that was sung..
What will i be doing later..?
It may be a usual morning for everyone but not me.. I woke up, and look around in my room.. Look at the time 7+am.. How long have i slept..? 2 to 3 hours..? I slept 3+ woke up at 4, slept 5 woke up 7+.. Normally, when i get up, i would quickly get bathed and prepare to go out.. But there ain't anythin' fer me today..
What do i have to do this week..?
Wednesday (aka tomorrow), E-Commerce paper..
Saturday and Sunday, National Ladies..
I always thought the competition is not really important to me or what.. Or maybe i hadn't had any motivation.. Now, i even more no motivation..
The point where everything seems meaningless to you..
Monday, August 27, 2007
One moment you can have everything, the next, you can lose every thing.. You never know what will happen next..
I lost something important to me this very night.. Very very important to me.. Nothing has been so dear to me.. It can't be compared to anything or anyone.. But yet, somehow, i lost it.. I can't help but keep on crying..
Currently wishing that my very important can return..? But chances are low i guess.. Waiting..? I dunno..
There are some things that i wish to say, but couldn't.. Wanna do, but can't.. This is a blog, i can say whatever i want, i can say what i feel, but yet, i couldn't.. Well, i mean for some.. But i did so in another place where i doubt there'll be ppl there.. But, do tell mwe if ya know.. Haha.. Coz there alota stuffs.. Heheexx.. Shhhh.. =X Hahaa..
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Am so tired.. Dunno who i am, what i am doing, where i am going~ Juz wanna sleep~ *yawns*
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Ended up due to chalet webby down, i haven't decide a date yet, and thus didn't go to see Lina.. Tomorrow muz go liao~ Coz have an important thingy to settle with her.. Moi future~ Well, kinda.. God bless me, Amen.. *prays*
I yest had a very nice dream.. I dreamt that mwe and An got paid 3k+ fer the freeakin' brochure..!! Muahahahahaa.. Let it be true~~~ >.<
Sianz.. Later i needa go school to hand up the freaking proposal to Lina.. She better be there.. Or should i ask Peng Hong.? Lolxx.. Haish.. Sho sianzz.... zzz... Buu.... =(
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Have you ever take things for granted? Things that you think you'll not lose, people whom you think you'll never lose no matter how how treat them. Have you? Look around you, who have you taken granted for? You might never know but realize how important they are to you when you lose them. Treasure those around you. You dear ones. Coz once you lose them, you might never get them back. =)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Suddenly feel life is meaningless.. Boring.. Like come on.. Every day almost all you do are the same stuffs.. I dunno hear from where nar.. We study study study, after study, work.. After work, die.. Lolxx.. What a routine.. Of course we'll have time to play.. But not much..? This ish a living world.. Too them, money ish important.. Damn those money freakos.. Everythin alsho need money.. Toopid rise in prices.. And every one now's slogging for work.. Ain't life meaningless this way..? It's kinda like every one live fer nothin.. They live to suffer.. Lolxx..
Sunday, August 19, 2007
A moment of feeling - I wanna kill Daniel.. Burn SWA.. T______________________T Look at the time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ RArr..
Suddenly thought.. Why am i doin' sho muchie fer toopid SWA.. T_T Okay nar.. Putting the logo and webby aside.. Poster, events, etc.. @_@ My brain juices are drying up~~!! Lolxx.. Been thinkin' alota SWA stuffies~~ Buu.. Oh well.. Not that i'm forced to it.. Hahaa.. Anyway, i dun really mind don' these stuffs.. Kekeexx.. (Oh God, i feel like split personality =X =p)
Okay.. Putting SWA aside, I WANT MY WEIQI CHALET..!!!!!!! ARghhh.. Please Ms Lina, lemme meetcha once~~ I won't take muchie time~~ =x (thank God she isn't reading.. I hope..) Awww... I really want our very own weiqi chalet.. Every one's been looking forward to it..!! No I-Chess, no C-Chess.. Uh uh.. Juz purely Weiqi.. =D I dun care if we havta split the cost.. No one cares.. (well, so far.. the price is still not known yet thought.. >.<)
Okay okay.. Late lerr.. But still tryin' ta print toopid brochure siaa.. Poke poke.. Hahaa.. Oyasumi minna-san.. =)
Friday, August 17, 2007
What do you think of the phrase "a picture speaks a thousand word"?
I drew this on photoshop together with dear.. =) Lolx.. I took alternate turns.. I shall explain the the "story".. Haha..
It all started with a big black ball ball (top left) turnin' into a silkworm, then a saw, next a caterpillar.. Next, the scene changes to a truck moving on the road with tress on the sideway.. The story somehow skips to a boy and a girl who are standing on a grass field(mid).. Next, they are walkin' home (supposedly right) on a path when suddenly, a monster appears (initially the house)..!! It stretches out its long hand and tries to catch the couple when a trap on the grass (supposedly left/mid) extends itself and traps the monster's hand so that it can't move.. The grass later changes into an animal (which i forgot what) and it poo on the ground (supposedly bottom left).. Magic happens and the poo turns into an elf..!! Upon this magical transformation, the monster earlier on turns into a santa claus(right)..!! Not only that, the animal turns into a reindeer and a sleigh appears attaching itself to the reindeer.. The couple earlier on turns and exits through a door which suddenly appears behind them and into a cinema.. (The truck etc earlier on changed into a poster~~ And with this, the story ends suddenly..
The end
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Yest, Daniel asked if i've ever thought of getting a weiqi job after i grad since i love weiqi so much.. I rold him if possible, why not? When i was young, i wanted to become a teacher. But as i stepped into secondary school, i saw all my teachers getting very annoyed and frustrated over some extremely problematic students.. So i changed my mind.. But i thought, if it's nursery/kindergarten, it might not be bad.. Heheexx..
Meanwhile, i was (and still am) on very good terms with a friend who reads manga and watches anime like mwe.. So i asked if she grow up wanna open comic shop with mwe she say not a bad idea.. Lolxx.. Later as i work, i kinda expanded the shop with a cafe area.. Haha.. Anyway, the shop ish juz not real fer now.. It is a if possible then open kinda thingy.. Lolxx..
Stepping into poly, i learnt more about Weiqi and almost every day i get in contact with it.. I dunno why but i'm juz so obsessed with it.. Hahaa.. And expanded the shop, yet again, with a weiqi corner.. Thus, the shop now have three areas- comic, cafe, weiqi.. And coz i love weiqi loads, i do thought of teaching weiqi as a job(well, a lil) since i like to teach too.. Some time later, i was given the task of doin' SWA's webby (still doin').. This interests mwe in bein' a freelancer coz i like IT as well.. Heheexx..
And so, i've come to a conclusion.. If possible, open the shop, while managing, do freelance since there ain't a specific workplace so i can do it anywhere.. Teaching weiqi requires only a few hours of one/two day(s) per week sho i can do it when shop ish closed or let my friend run.. Nice idea.? Hahaa.. Like kinda greedy.. But i like doin' all these~~ =X If it were to be true, actually, i dunno if i can manage not.. Haha.. But still havta think bout travelling time and distance, and it'll be tiring.. Somemore gotta have own time for don' own things like dating, hang out with friends, play weiqi, shop shop walk walk etc.. Hahaa.. Oh yar..!! Put wireless connection at moi shop~~ Hmm.. Computer area..? Lolx..!! Cannot think lerr... Later more and more stuffs pop out.. x.X
"Today", i wenta school coz i wanna find Lina to hand up the Weiqi chalet proposal.. Was very excited about what she would say.. Sho i wenta the SAO and look for Lina.. Result.? Heheex... The conclusion was, actually she went out.. Lolx.. Sadded.. T_T I haven't got any fate with Lina.. Haha.. And i kinda went school fer nothin' coz i was not planning to attend YLS training as i wanna do some stuffs.. Leaving the SAO, i recalled that i left my bread in the clubroom sho i wenta get it. Entering the clubroom, i heard "hello" from the back.. I turned around and saw yls.. Oh no.. Couldn't juz leave can i.? Coz that time only have Cheris.. Actually, the training for today only have Wen Jun, Tooot, James, and Cheris.. Lolx.. Sho i waited till Tooot reach clubroom and left..
Oh yeah, i juz played a game quite like Harvest Moon.. Kinda boring though.. But can make it for those who wanna pass time like Daniel who's having pooor attachment(honoured to be mentioned in my blog.? =p).. Haha.. =X The link is
http://www.y8.com/games/The_Farmer..
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
What kind of a person i am? What kind of a person do people think i am? There are people who've seen me tear, people who've seen me joy, people who have seen me angry, people who seen many sides of me. Which is the real me? The emo kid who does nothing but being moody of her own thoughts? The happy-go-lucky girl who doesn't care much bout stuffs? The girl who acts like a child? The girl who smile all the time? Which do people think i am? "I may not be who you think i am." If i say this, what will people think? Kinda like what is the real me?
I do admit i am childish, immature. I do admit that i can never be an adult like everyone. I know what i am in to right now. I know what is happening around me, and understands. Yet what is there to do?
Time passes, things change, people change. Comparing the me now, and the girl in the past, i have indeed changed a lot. From the quiet girl, to a more sociable girl. One thing is, i am more slack than the past. Many things have changed so much that it seems so scary. You never know what might happen next.
I am afraid of changes myself. Afraid that people around me might change. The feelings, attitude, etc. I, myself, am sure that my feelings for some people will not change. Coz i dun want to have the same thing happen to me. Weird? It's like i try not to lie as i dun want people to lie to me. If you do something, think twice. What if the same happened to you?
Then again, some people doesn't really care about others. They do what they like and want. And i'm trying to not be that kinda person. Though there are times in which i do things without caring much. But luckily, it isn't something big.
Long entry. Haha. Off to bed. Goodnight, sweet dreams. =)
Monday, August 13, 2007
Today finally done with brochure.. Well, kinda.. Logo alsho somewhat done.. Then i've poster and webby to do~~ Buu... Lolxx.. Today didn't go ta school see Lina.. Instead, i'll go tomorrow.. Heheexx.. Love moi bloggie song.? It's one of moi fav..!! XD Kekeexx.. Kawabe Chieko's Little Wing.. From the anime Ouran High School Host Club.. =) Rec this anime if you guys haven't watch it..!!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Bzzzz... Busy busy bumble bee nowadays~~ >.< Why.? Coz i've logo to do, brochure, and webby.. Hahaa.. But i enjoy it.. Coz it's fer moi beloved weiqi and doin' with dear dear.. Heheexx.. Today wenta YC (Youth Connection) meeting.. Kinda alota stuffs in August.. @_@ 25th August 2007 there'll be a weiqi booth @ somethin' Feng CC in Bedok.. If free, come on, okie.? 8.s0am to 2pm i think..
Tomorrow still gonna go school meet Lina to hand up chalet proposal.. Hopefully mindsports Weiqi can have our own chalet.. Everyone's been lookin' forward to it.. *prays*
Muaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~ I sho happy~~ Finally got bloggie liao.. All thanx to moi les partner Yunise~~ Muack muackx..!! Kekeexx.. X)
To Yunise:
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Kkie.. Update later.. Heheexx.. =3
Saturday, August 11, 2007
First Post - for testing. xD
