Actually today's the start of polite games not Mon.. Whopx.. But either way, bet NYP's gonna get first.. Hahaha.. I've recovered from my sick already juz slight cough now and then.. Managed to skip the specialist's appointment today.. Already wasted $100+ on my accumulated medical bills.. Faints.. x.X Looked at Dan's blog and alota pics there.. A pity i didn't go.. Sigh.. Would've met up with many interesting ppl i suppose.. Oh well..

Gettign a job real soon~~ Woots~~!! Sounds mad but i'm excited~!! Can't wait to go back to my working life again~~ X)

Once a girl who is so into Go.. Spent her time daily, almost 24/7 on Go.. Attended as much trainings as she is able to.. Learnt as much stuffs as possible.. Many people thought she is mad.. For a girl being so obsessed with Go.. Thus became one of the outstanding female players.. Due to hardwork, she improved very quickly.. Blah blah blahhhhh..
The past.. =)
Now.. The girl was lost.. And shall start to find back everything again..

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Aye.. Getting better from my illness.. Hopefully i can skip the specialist appointment on Wed.. =/

Yes okay.. Regarding Go part, spent some time thinking.. I was irresponsible in the past and made many ppl unable to believe whether my words for not attending were reason and juz plain excuses.. But anyway, no i'm not quitting Go yet.. I'll still continue to play Go..

Today is the start of the POLITE games i think.. Of course, NYP will win.. Haha.. Pardon my other poly friends.. =p If i'm well enough in the evening, i shall go visit the guys.. @_@

Been sick for the past 1 week having high fever and stuffs.. Wenta see the doc on Tues, Thurs, Sat.. Sat supposed to be my flight to Beijing but i can't go coz i am still having a 39+ degrees and weak to move.. Was even referred to NUH by my hospital and luckily i need not be admitted.. But i still need to go back now and then for an appointment with dunno what specialist.. Ahh.. Haish..

Okay.. And due to this, i didn't go for the competition in Beijing.. I know the the ppl in SWA now, those weiqi peeps, they're surely scolding me here there everywhere.. Yes, it may be my fault for me backing up last minute not going to the competition.. My fault that Daniel has to go alone and he can't join the competition as well.. I can't stop what everyone is thinking now.. But i really am very weak feeling nauseous vomitting at times.. How can i travel out in a cold country like Beijing and for a week..? Will SWA be able to ensure my health..? Okay.. Perhaps selfish of me to say that.. I've said alota mean stuffs the night before the actual flight coz i was kinda mad @ SWA.. Said what no matter what i still havta go to Beijing if not i will be penalized and never join competitions again.. I was like "what the..".. What bout human rights..? And i start talking craps saying that i dun care bout representing sg blah blah.. But i have decided, and i shall say it now, that i am not joining any more competitions.. Serious.. Get mad at me whatever you guys want.. For that incident, i can only apologise..

Yeah it sux.. Forget everything.. Live for the better..

I shall break the silence of my blog with some tests i took.. Got to know this as i was browsing young man Dennis' blog who chanced upon this in Grace's blog.. =) Hence, my result..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Not sure whether it's true.. Haha............... Anyway, took it from >here<.. =)