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Sunday, September 30, 2007

I wanna improve faster.. Become stronger.. How can i..? What should i do..? I'm so weak.. How can i be stronger..? Who to answer me..?

Alota depressing stuffs happened lately.. Haish.. But what can be done..? I wanna faster improve.. And be stronger~~ Then can be able to train ppl alsho.. Haish..!! *depressed* T_T How can i improve..? >.< With my current standards, i can't help much with moi NYP peeps.. =( *cries*

Gonna have selection later.. Been trainin fer days.. Though not really intensive.. But.. I will jia you dee..!! >.< *nervous* Hope can win and go fer the SEA Games..

Next Thursday to Friday is our chalet~~ Thanx stupid old act cute squirrel Daniel fer booking fer us first.. Heheexx..

Let's have a nice day today~~~ *hugs*
Friday, September 28, 2007

Today wenta Bishan fer trainin.. I wanna train hard fer the selection.. Hope i can get in.. =) coz it's not juz moi game alone~~ (to alvin: moiiiiiiii =X )

I love NYP weiqi loads and i hope the ppl too.. I understand we've been slackin alot during the past trainings.. I know i am not that strong to kinda train you guys.. Our training haven't been very productive yeah.. I'm trying to think out of a way.. And when i juz thought of, i'm now having doubts whether our this so called self-trainings can be carried on.. What you guys think..? I really really hope all of us can improve greatly before the very important competition.. I wish that all of us can be stronger.. My own personal opinion is that we can gather and think out variations together.. Aiyar.. Juz now halwayf kgs then forgot what i wanna type liao.. x.X

Haish.. Losing streaks..!! x.X Anyways, jia you all..!! Take cares~ =3 -hugs-
Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Today quite sleepy/tiring day fer mwe~~ *yawns* Supposedly meetin Hao and Ming fer breakfast @ AMK 8.30am but ended up i late.. =X Sho we head ta school instead.. Gomenasai~ And Hao reached AMK alsho.. >.< Had the traiditional 2 bread + eggs breakfast~~ Yum.. =3

Today trainin did ques overall.. Then Cheng reach ler we played with Dan.. Due to a stupid mistake i made, we lost 2.5.. >.< I think.. =( Then YLS came and played against him and Dan.. Still lose.. =( Night wenta Bishan bankai~ won James.. But the game was kinda funny.. Haha.. Coz alota Life and Deaths.. =X

Sleepy sleepy~~ Sho tirin.. Usin moi bro's com now coz i wanna charge Shuffle.. Lolx.. Called Fujitsu this afternoon and they say hard disk haven't arrive yet~ T_T Haish.. Amen moi data..!! >.<

Pair Go ish quite fun actually.. But stressing too coz you needa know what your partner's thinkin.. Ahh.. But i will jia you de..!! =D
Monday, September 24, 2007

I juz realised it's been 8 days since i sent moi lappie to Fujitsu.. 8 days..!! And they haven't called mwe.. =( What more ish i lost the paper.. Haish.. I'm sho careless.. >.< Guess i'll havta ind through the net fer the number.. x.X In case you're wondering, i'm usin' moi fwen Ying's lappie.. At her house now.. Heheexx..

Alota stuffs happened~ Trainings etc.. Last weekend, i had the SEA Games selection and managed to get 4th place.. =) Gonna go fer the pair Go but still have selection this Sunday.. x.X Jia you..!! I'm gonna try moi best train well fer it.. If i got selected, i'll be headin' ta Thailand this December.. ^^v Will anyone miss mwe..? =p

Today trainin~~ Was very tired.. Dunno why.. But still got train a lil nar.. Haha.. Someone dreamt of mwe siaa.. Aww.. Sweet.. =3 Hugs..!! =X Heheexx.. =p Anyway, left school 5pm like that which was surprisingly early.. It's been long since we left school while there is still sun~~ x.X Waitin fer dinner @ Ying house now.. Lala~~
Thursday, September 20, 2007

Today rushed to Holy Innocent teach.. I find it very fun.. Haha.. After that wenta Bishan wait fer Jun fer dinner.. Later on Wei, Sheng, Hao joined.. Lolx.. Lesson on Yose today was terrible.. Sould went out~ x.X After the class played with a guy called Jing Wei.. Lose..? Hahaa..

So tired.. Missed my stop in train and alighted at Boon Lay.. Then lazy wait fer 30 took 240 instead.. It was a long bus.. Reach my stop but didn't alight coz it's loop so i alight later when it went back my house..

Emo emo~ Life sux.. Hahaa.. Sianz.. Dunno why.. Haish.. Blehx..
Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Currently @ SWA with the year ones fer their lesson.. I only year 2.. T_T Sheng Hao all went home.. Sobxx.. Dan got chalet.. Haishh.. Should've asked Alvin ta come.. Lolx.. x.X Today slackie @ trainin.. Haha.. There at round 9+am with Cheris then no one came till 11+ Ming arrived.. Follw up noobx.. Hahaa.. Today late day~~ x.X Then didn't do much.. Afternoon YLS trainin.. *yawns* Sho tired.. Slept 3am till 7am yest..

Tomorrow gonna rebond and teach weiqi.. Heheexx.. Jia you fer mwe~~ =X First time teach.. >.<

To Rong Yao, James, and dunno who else goin' ta China fer dunno what comp, bon voyage and take cares~ =) Cya guys soon..!! ^^
Monday, September 17, 2007

Mornin met up with Hao fer breakfast.. Supposedly meetin @ 8.30am but i left house early.. Moi mind keep thinkin that i'm late.. Ended up i reach Khatib 7.30am.. x.X Haha.. `See wrong time.. =X Then waited fer noobiee till 7+ x.X Decidin whatta eat end up go school eat.. Then train train till evenin go ta Cheris dar dar house~ Lolx.. But before that had mac dinner with the gang.. =3
Sunday, September 16, 2007

Yest mornin wenta the year ones' comp @ Bowen Sec.. Gratz to Peng Hong and Wen Jun fer gettin 2nd and 3rd respectively.. NYP rulz~~ =) After that wenta Bugis SWA.. The day was freezing~~ Head ta esplanade with An, Hao, Dan in the night and had Haagen Daz.. Moi first time there..

Today wenta Funan IT Mall fer moi lappie.. Haish.. 80 bucks fer reservice.. Sho ex.. x.X After that head ta CCK and pool-ed with Ming, Sheng, Hao.. Was quite a fun day.. Now at Ying's house use her lappie.. Heheexx.. Tomorrow still gonna go school~~ Buuu..

Hugs and misses~
Saturday, September 15, 2007

Wenta school fer trainin yest.. Afternoon had year one trainin and after that ish badminton~~ Heheexx.. Stupid noobx Hao play cheat siaaa... Zzz... Hit far far then hit near near etc.. T_T But that's what noobx do~~ =X Heheexx.. RY and An lost to them~~ T_T Aww.. But oh well.. It was fun~~ Then later on Daniel joined and played.. Haha.. It was damn farni.. We're all like cheering fer him when he was playin and he got shooooo embarrassed that he dun wanna play ler.. Hehh..

After badminton went back ta clubroom to train~~ x.X *yawns* But still very slack nar.. Haha.. Then evening, or rather night time met up with YS fer dinner.. At first gonna meet 7pm or so de.. But RY mia-ed.. T_T Haha.. Ended up YS came to school and wenta CP and met up with RY @ 9+ instead.. Had pasta mania~~ Dunno why eat lil jiu full ler.. Lolx.. Last slice of pizza YS daddy help mwe finish.. Felt sho bad coz he was already full~~ Ahhh.. >.<

Later gonna have 13x13 comp~~ Jia yous to Ming, Hong, Jun, Ren, and Wei~~ Let's have a nice day too~~
Friday, September 14, 2007

Yest Daniel wenta clubroom and taught moi batch Yose.. Darn.. It was teeeeerribleeeee.. yucks..!! I hate Yose..!! Grrr.. Moi soul was sucked out after doin' all those questions.. x.X Ahhh..

Went home and moi lappie got prob..!! Say dunno what system file corrupted or missing.. Haish.. Without moi darling lappie, i seriously'll be rot rot rottin at home.. T_T Things keep happenin to mwe.. =( Sobxx..

Later gonna train and badminton~~!! I challenged the stupid noob.. Muahahaha.. Sho noob sure lose de.. =p

Let's train well today too~~! =D
Thursday, September 13, 2007

I got moi hair cut today.. Was damn expensive..!! Coz i got pstcho-ed to rebond.. Zzz.. Stupid mwe.. Sobx.. After hair cut met up with Lee Ying fer lunch.. Had pizza~~ Yum.. =3 Treated her coz last time i last min ps-ed her.. >.< Very farni.. Today ish actually our first lunch together..!! In our 18 years we haven't had lunch with each other.. We knew each other since primary school.. Then same secondary school alsho.. All the while we've been to each others' house only, mostly to hers.. But we haven't gone out once.. Lolx..!! And thus today's the first day we actually dined together.. Hoho..

After the meal cabbed to school coz was late.. >.< Did shou jin and played weiqi~~ After that wenta Bishan, met up with James and Daniel fer dinner.. Wen Jun was darn depressed coz he dun like Yoshi.. Lolx.. After that wenta SWA fer trainin.. Got trashed by YLS as usual.. Haish..

Tomorrow train..!! I want us to improve.. I alsho needa improve on moi Yose.. Beri the CMI.. T_T Haish..!! Fellow friends, jia you..!!
Wednesday, September 12, 2007

1.51am shown on my laptop's clock.. It suddenly rained heavily.. Somehow i've got a weird feelin' in me.. I should be alright now.. I can tell ppl without tearing.. I'm fine yeah.. I love rain because i think it's not bad weather.. Well, better than the scorching heat of the sun.. I guess.. But rain drowns me with alota stuffs.. Ahh.. Muzn't think sho muchie.. Sleep..!!

Terribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!!! Horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...!!! Today ain't my day.. Moi precious lappie letter "s" key dropped out..!! Zzz.. I left the clubroom to collect notes from the printing shop and when i got back, they were tryin the fix the key.. It's like sho horrible.. Was quite pissed off but what use..? Haish.. Each letter ish important ya know.. I'm havin sho much trouble typin now.. Haish..

Lately been down.. =( Coz keep having losing streak.. Arghh.. I wanna train..!! I wanna excel..!! I wanna improve..!!

Night wenta SWA.. Then left fer arcade with Sheng, Hao, Alvin, and Xing Wei.. Sheng and Wei played the WangAn thingy.. Lolxx.. Never played before~~ Dunno howta drive.. x.X Then later on mwe and Alvin walked around the arcade then asked him ta play Air Hockey with mwe but he dun want~ T_T But later on he asked Hao pei mwe play.. Lolx.. Sweet.. Anyway, they two tagged team against mwe.!! T_T End up i lost.. Hao noobx~~ Mostly Alvin play dee.. That's why win.. Blehx.. After that went back ta SWA.. Was surprised ta get Yong Sheng daddy's call.. Hehee.. He still in camp~ Lolxx.. Fri gonna have dinner.. Hehee..

Tomorrow gonna cut hair luu~~ Then have lunch with Ying then head to school~~ x.X
Monday, September 10, 2007

Today ish da first day of self training.. Lolx.. Without Zhe.. Ahh~~ I wanna improve more and more and get stronger~~!! Sho that i can be good enough to train ppl.. Now i can only help them with shou jin.. Haish.. Hope we can improve our standards..

Tiring day today.. Sho didn't getta have farewell dinner with Yong Sheng.. Sowee~~ >.<>.< Head home.. Then toopid Mr. Noob nothin' ta do pei mwe sit train till JE and back.. Hahaa.. Noobx~~ =X Hehe..

Home ler play kgs i lost streaks.. =( Zzz.. Haish.. What happened~~ T_T *sobx*

Yong Sheng daddy take cares~~!!!

Afternoon met the guys @ Lakeside MRT to go to Jurong Green CC.. Hao sho noobx sia~~ Haha.. Keep losin' to mwe.. Noobie noobx..!! =X Lolxx..!! Anyway, we took 98 to the CC and met up with Daniel fer lunch @ Mac.. Played weiqi till 6pm like that and set off to Daniel's house ta play.. Hehe.. Was fun today but felt quite sick.. x.X Ahh.. When will i be well.. =(

Tomorrow start train~~ Jia you jia you all~~ XD

Got the following quiz from Nicholas' bloggie and tried it out since hadn't anythin ta do..




You are a Romantic Realist



Okay, so you fall in the middle.

You know that love isn't like a greeting card...

Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.



You are the best of both worlds

Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.

Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?


True..? Lolxx..
Saturday, September 8, 2007

Today went out with Cheris to Orchard.. Haha.. Thought i'd buy alota stuffs end up didn't.. x.X I saw some clothes i like but said to go back to the shop later to buy end up i forgot where the shop ish.. x.X So didn't get any clothes.. Moral of the story, always bookmark your place~ Well, kinda..

Wenta Heeren take neoprints.. Aww.. Terrible machine.. Then again, okay okay nar.. But we didn't have much time to deco our stuffs end up the printed some cmi stuffs.. x.X Will post the pics later.. Heheexx..

Mornin wakey late and cabbed to school.. Terrible headache.. Zzz.. Upon leaving the house, i keep wondering how can Daniel manage to get himself to SWA every single day..? x.X Letsee.. He has straight bus, and the bus stop ish below is house.. No fair..!! I needa bus to MRT station then train.. x.X

Evenin time head ta North Point fer dinner.. Funny thing is Rong Yao went MIA and we searched for him whole of North Point (kinda) splitting up.. Coz his phone cannot contact.. Heheexx.. Then later on managed to contact him we all head to Zhe's housey..

What we did:
1. Cards with forfeitsssss
2. Mahjong
3. Drink
4. Weiqi (least)
5. Telebee
6. Pizza

Aww.. We are such slackers~ Heheexx.. But that's what we are.. =)

Shared cab with Dan and An 12+ and head home tired.. x.X
Friday, September 7, 2007

Today wenta school not for training but to play.. Lolx..!! Noon like that the guys started bball then i down there hide under the towel from the sun~ Ahh.. Almost melted.. x.X And the day pass as we all slack in the clubroom till 5pm or so..

After that, we all leave the school.. Me, Rong Yao, Yong Sheng and Daniel wenta West Mall to watch movie.. Heheexx.. Weird combination i know.. Lolx.. We bought the tickets for Apartment 1303 but it starts @ 9.40pm which ish like 2 hours later sho we wenta have dinner and walk around first.. Wenta arcade alsho.. Heheexx.. And we played Air Hockey~~ X) Kekeexx.. Me and RY teamed up against YS and Dan and result was a draw~~ Dan wanted very much ta play Puzzle Fighter with RY.. Haha.. But end up couldn't coz show starting..

Omg.. Apartment 1303.. Horror show.. Scary~ And at first i was the only one who are scared.. Later did i know....... *coughs* Upon knowing, we all laughed.. HAhaa.. Show end ler we all part and i cab home..... Again.. x.X
Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Today got up early in the mornin and head ta school.. Of course, i was the first.. Haha.. So i started lil forest flow fuseki.. x.X Halfway Hao reached ler we slack slack.. Lolx.. Today actually quite slack nar.. Or rather, very.. Didn't do much.. But at least we played rounds with each and did some ques.. x.X

Rong Yao always enter the clubroom.. Lolx..!! Today the first time i chatted sho much with him.. Haha.. Didn't know he's actually a spotrs person..!! Surprised..?I was imagining him runnin around panting and all that.. Hahaa.. Farni~ =X

Today tired nar.. *yawns* Night wenta SWA fer life-taking eng game lesson.. Omg.. Sho terrible~~ >.< I hate end game.. T_T But..!! I muz train..!! C'mon guys~ Let's jia you together..!! =D
Monday, September 3, 2007

Dunno why juz not feelin' well today.. Mornin' wenta see doc to check on moi eye.. Doc say no anythin but later on go school red again.. x.X Whole day felt sick.. Almost vomitted today.. Urgh.. Dunno why juz feel giddy sick.. Ahh..

Today training did questions and had rounds.. Aso slacked quite abit by watching youtube.. Below ish the link.. Damn farni.. XD

Family Guy

Wanted to put the embed thingy but moi bloggie have song sho can't.. Funny vid..!!
Sunday, September 2, 2007

Today ish the second day of National Ladies Competition.. Guess how i fare.? Well, i won 3 outta 5.. Managedto get 6th place which results in me, being eligible to participate in the selection for the SEA Games.. ^^

Today there's sad time and happy time.. Why sad..? Coz last round i played so terribly.. I lost and thought of one person that i wanna turn to.. Coz i was sad.. Later on, i heard that i got 6th place and was quite happy.. But still, i wanna share my happiness with..

Cheris and Angie made mwe take out contacts coz they were hurting.. Aww.. I gonna wear specs tomorrow..!! Argh.. But oh well.. Ha..

I gonna train train train hard..!! Jia you all..!! Okies.?

I gotta go for the selection and will try my best.. =D Are you happy.? Are you proud.?

National Ladies dat 2 today.. I'll tryta jia you.. Heex.. Will you be happy and proud of me if i win..?
Saturday, September 1, 2007

Left house at round 1pm to meet Cheris @ JE MRT to go Bugis together.. On way chatted alota stuffs.. We even imagined xxx's (identity is hidden but feel freeta ask mwe =D Muahahahahaaa.. Damn farni.. =p) life if he is attached.. (refer to below)

*coughs*

1. Darling~~!! It's Saturday so let's go to SWA fer date..!!
2. Darling~~ Would you like to have black or white seeds for dinner..? (in chinese funnier)
3. Darling~~ We go watch this show want..? Bout weiqi de..
4. Darling darling~~ We go out one wear black one wear white.. Then like weiqi seeds like that~~
5. Darling it's finally holiday.. Which country shall we go..? How bout Bei Jing to train..?
6. Darling go home ler i meetcha at KGS want..?
7. Darling you come my house play weiqi..?
8. Darling i dreamt of you and weiqi~
9. Darling let's go to SWA tonight

Lolx..!! And many else but i forgot ler.. Reached Bugis we shopped around.. When we wanted to leave for SWA, it rained.. Aww.. But luckily we have our jackie.. And we noticed me and Cheris actually got the same jacket..!! Haha..

Played two rounds today at SWA and i won both.. =) But not really very happy nar.. Coz i'm not that interested.. Lolxx.. I wanted to share my happiness with someone but he wasn't there.. Anyway, after the competition stayed on awhile.. Took photos as it is Teachers' Day today and me, Angie, and Cheris wished him Happy Teachers' Day~~

After that, we wenta Bugis Junction to have dinner and walked around.. Am i wasting food..? I ordered Kimchi Beef but end up only eat the beef.. Not really hungry.. Dunno why.. After that, we walked around and head home.. On way home we were speaking korean and french.. Haha.. Daniel's "bonjour" was like "bur ju" which lemme think of the chinese word "ben zhu" (toopid pig)..

Oh yar.. Wenta Action City and saw alota cute stuffs.. Got this black and white pig thingy you clap ler'll move de.. Aww.. I wanted to buy but it costs $5.95 each.. x.X Maybe other time.. Lolx.. Buu.. Action City sho many kawaii stuffs.. A pity moi bday over ler.. x.X

Below is the Lyric 第一次..

当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次躺在的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定绝不回错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次我躺在你的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

I still remember.. Do you..?



Juz a lil while more and havta prepare for the competition.. Haiz.. Thanx for the people who cheered on for me.. I need one more.. Ha.. I will tryta win, okie..?

The time now, 3am exact.. Couldn't really sleep.. It's not coz of the competition later/tomorrow.. It's because.....

(Dun tell you) =X