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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Wenta had Suki Sushi with June, Dan, Book and dear.. =) Feel sho bad coz i think Suki Sushi suits ppl like me and June who eats anythin.. Haha.. Danny and dear dear dun really eat raw stuffs so yar.. Sowee~~!! >.<

After that wenta watch Harold and Kumar 2......... I guess the guys were fine with the show but me..... =/ I didn't know whereta put my eyes.. Faintx.. So obscene.. T_T Danny's idea to watch too~~!! Lolx.. =p I didn't know it's like rated M18.. T_T

After that Dan they all wenta Bishan and me and Wee wander around.. Then somehow wenta my mummy house.. haha.. As usual my mum asked alota stuffs but quite okie.. Haha..

Emo emo~~ Haha.. Actually hai hao.. =X Juz that listened to some stories earlier on from a friend.. Sad ones.. =( Haish.. I think 3 in the week (prev) liao.. But oh well.. Dar asked if i scared he'll run away not.. Should i..? If i am that so afraid, why would i be attached..? I myself dislike those possessive freakin, got time no time jiu scared bf run kinda girls.. So i told myself.. I muzn't be
one.. XD Do i trust him so much..? Haha..

Anyway changed my bloggie song.. "She Knew" from N'Sync.. Old band i know.. But nice okie.. Haha..

Danny told me i can go to the Dojang thingy alsho if i dun go uni.. Hmm.. Not a bad idea.. But he told me one thing.. That is, i won't be able to take the training there.. T_T *faints* Coz it'd be those kind whole day sit down and touch Go i guess.. Oh well.. I'll see first.. =3 I'm still gonna get my IT dip no matter what.. =)

My future dreams..? Well, i mentioned to some.. Haha.. Bit fantasy also nar.. Coz i'll need HUGE capital.. Haha.. When i told Danny he was like "Wow.. Have fun.." or kinda stuffs.. Coz it's really really..... Haha.. For those who dunno, i'll blog it tomorrow.. maybe i'll have things to add too.. =p Hahaha.. It's called upgrading, Daniel.. =3 Upgrade the shop~~ Lolx~~!!

Kkiex tired.. =( Nitey nitex~

My bro asked if i'm working.. "No" i said.. I didn't tell them i'm working at SWA now as admin, nor did i tell them i'm teaching schools.. Dunno why.. i dun feel like saying.. But as i said no, he said out his opinion.. That is, focus on Go and take is as career.. Like great.. My dad and bro somehow wants me to stick to Go for life as career or stuffs.. Faintx.. Not that i dun mind..

I love go yeah and i'm never giving up.. X) I hope all my friends around me who plays Go doesn't give up Go too.. Although i haven't touch Go much lately, as in self train or what (excluding playing Go online), doesn't really means i'm losing interest.. I still hope i can improve as much as i can.. However, as Dan mentioned, it's hard to improve much in SG and suggests me to go Korea.. Well i might go to the uni, that is if it's only a 2 year juz Go itself course.. Depends.. =)

I thought of another lame thing today on train.. =( I know i know.. I'm lame.. but.. What if L wants to play Audition..? T_T usin two fingers.. Haha.. Pro~~
Monday, April 28, 2008

So yest the bday thingy overally ain't that bad.. Oh well.. Happy bday to dear dear.. =) Belated though.. Haha.. One funny thing is he got scolded for bring diff girls every time.. Haha.. Orbi.. =p but i really hope we can last long.. =) Once was asked if i'm takin this rs seriously.. Well, needless to say yar.. Though at the beginning there's some prob.. But as time passes, been thinkin lots bout him~~ >.<

Regarding my prev post bout L, i forgot to add a question.. What if L wants to ctrl alt del? How can he press with only two fingers..? Haha.. Will he use his thumb or pinkie..? Or the end of the lollipop stick he's always eating..? Omg.. L is juz sho cute~~!! XD

Counting down to 10 more days~~ =)
Sunday, April 27, 2008

Juz saw something on yahoo..

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080423/tts-health-diet-sex-children-c1b2fc3.html

It's bout the mothers can actually choose their babies through their diet..!! How true is that..? I wonder what about those with the female/male twin.. What do you call that again..? Oh well..

Was on cab to dear's house for his bday party part one today (btw i escaped from it for awhile now at SWA later goin back.. =X) and got bored.. So i thought randomly and thought of L.. For those who watched L Change the World, remember the funny way L has to type the keyboard..? I wanted to find the pic btu couldn't find.. Forgot who has.. Cheris you have..? >.< But anyway, i found this cute pic.. =3



Kawaii~~!! >//<

1305 now.. Gonna go back to the bday thingy later.. =( Haish..
Saturday, April 26, 2008

2pm and i'm now in Bishan.. Supposedly there's a dunno what CMC Taiwan thingy selection but i didn't attend.. Partly coz chances of me unable to go is greater than me able to go.. Ah.. Oh well.. Didn't have a good start of a day today.. =( Some miscommunication thingy with someone and thus unhappiness.. Now i'm like soooo.. Moodless.. T_T Haish.. Even though i'm @ SWA now.. Feel so sianz.. This boring stupid quiet place with no one~~ Well, there are a few students havin lessons.. Yar.. Imagine i havta stay in this place till 10+pm.. *faints* And i didn't sleep much yest coz i played Go till pretty late and hadda wake up early morning.. =(

Anyone.. T_T Go Bishan find me if you are free.. Buu..

12 more days~~

Heard quite a disappointing/sad news today.. But who can be blame..? No one.. Relationships.. Feelings.. Are they so weak..? That one could juz change in a moment of time..? I dun really blame either party but then i feel like... so sad.. =( Guys.. If you wanna get a gf, please get it AFTER you go army.. =( This matter made me bit emo.. x.X Why are some feelings juz so weak..? Sometimes i'm scared of rs too.. Haha.. Though i only had 2 in the past.. Dunno.. The feeling of losing someone juz sux big time.. I'm trying myself notta get so attached to dear but then keep gettin attached to him everyday.. >.< Ahh.. If this rs doesn't works out.. Great.. It's like a "here we go again~" and start mourning for days.. x.X Shit.. Dunno why i'm laughing at the way i'm describing.. Haha.. (luckily dear dun read blog de.. Phew..)

But seriously.. who knows what might happen in the next few days..? Since i'm always on train, i'll have random thoughts to past the 1hr boring ride.. Coca cola says, ppl learn from past experiences.. Yeah true.. But then, not everything can be learnt.. For rs wise, it's easy to be left scar.. Maybe till the extent that one might not wanna get into rs already..

Think for me now, juz put my trust into it and hope it lasts.. Sometimes i'll juz have this "oh well forget it" kinda feeling.. As in.. Kinda like "juz another rs if end jiu suan ler ba" kinda stuffs.. Omg.. Is this called looking on a brightside with negative thoughts..? *faints* (seriously really luckily dear not reading.. Haha.. If not he'll kill mwe.. =p) But then, i'm fine with now and with dear dear.. Heex~~ Lalala~

Off to bed~~
Friday, April 25, 2008

As time closes in, the day seems nearer and nearer.. Few more days and a somewhat happy occasion for someone yet a troublesome one will happen.. T_T Haish.. Really hope it can pass soon.. =(

Two more weeks and i'll be flying off to Korea~~ Haha.. That day marks me and dear's 2 months.. Lolx~~ And when he heard that i'll be flyin off that day he was like T___________________T.. Hahaha~~ Been trainin a lil of Go lately.. =3 Haha.. Ganbatte~~!! >.< Seems that some ppl have high hopes on me.. YLS too.. Faints.. x.X Wonder what other competitions can i rep SG for..? Haha.. Told Daniel to aim for Japan next year.. Haha~!! Still far but yeah.. I wanna aim for as much oversea competitions as possible.. X) Ohohohoho~~ Jia you~~!! XD
Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Was kinda in pretty bad mood earlier on and didn't know where to go.. Then thguht of SWA. Haha.. Weird but yar.. The whole journey i was kinda upset.. But as i stepped into SWA, dunno why, i seemed to forget everything.. Haha.. Seems strange i know.. T_T Go is juz da best.. X) But if only SWA is not sho far away from my house.. =/

Gettin bit emo as i wasn't in a good mood.. Thinkin bout some pasts as i listened to songs in the train.. As the word "past", states that they are juz pasts. So yar.. =) Ppl grows as they experience things.. ^^v
Monday, April 21, 2008

Yes i changed com~~ Haha.. To my bro's com and i can type~~!! X)

Was chattin with Dan and Xiong the other time regardin me and my friends.. Why me..? Coz... It appears that i have much much more male friends than female.. Haha.. Dan asked "Putting Go aside, how many female friend(s) do you have..?".. I think, and think, and think.. Hahaha.. Only Ying marx..? =X Well, friend that normally got chat, contact, hang out etc.. Even when in my class, i seemed to chat with guys more than girls.. Oh my.. Haha.. But nothin wrong with havin more guy fwens than girls.. =3

Guys, have you ever thought of bein a girl..? Girls, have you ever thought of bein a guy..? Well.. sometimes when my friends are in trouble, and i mean trouble, i feel like helpin them.. But yet can't.. One thing is, if it is really trouble, they won't let a girl help and it'd really be strange.. Haha.. No choice but down there seein my friends face their problems alone.. =/ But think i'll still tryta help them whatever i can.. Mentally or what.. ^^v

Played Rengo with Dan juz now.. Haha... Somehow.... Hilarous..? =X Hahaha.. Juz online is funny already.. If on board, omg.. Recalled the countless times we played with Jun.. Haha.. Funny.. =X And Mr. Moon June, if you are reading this, please note that you have not won us one round outta three or four yet.. =p

Off to bed.. *yawns* Nitey nitex~
Sunday, April 20, 2008

Wena SWA today as usual.. But kinda funny on way home today.. Haha.. With Xiong, Dan and me.. We're like crappin here and there mostly on Xiong.. Lolx.. Laughed till moi tummy hurts and teared bit.. >.< Hahaa..

Dun feel like typin much coz i'm usin moi lappie now and fer those who dunno, moi keyboard kinda spoiled bit so i'm usin the n screen keyboard clickin here and there now.. Man.. So troublesome.. T.T Sigh.. Muz get a portable keyboard soon.. >.<

Till then~ =3

Wenta watch Forbidden Kingdom with Dan, Zhe, YSheng, Jun, Cher and Wee.. Bit rush in the booking coz the GV webby had prob.. =( Sigh~~ Made me run to the gv counter fer nothin coz i thought i can buy from there but then the person beside actually got the seats i want~~!! T_T *faints* Then i hurried back to SWA and check other cinemas and luckily managed to get Yishun's.. >.<

Haha.. 7 of us got the whole middle row of the theatre.. Kind nice.. =3 Heex.. Forbidden Kingdom not bad.. But weird thing is, how can the ancient ppl understand chiense and english..!? x.X Do they know Spanish/ Jap as well..? Haha..
Saturday, April 19, 2008

Dar startin work already.. Somehow with such coincidence, those primary schools are starting their exams and thus i dun have to teach for two weeks or so till after i'm back from Korea.. With him goin ta work and me free.. Ah~~ =/ Oh well.. I'll take the time to train Go.. ^^

Funny moments at SWA today.. Coming up with names for Moon Joon.. =X And Pepsi Cola Coca Cola F&N Orange Grape Banana Apple Pear Sarsi Mountain Dew Ice Lemon Tea Teh Tarik Kopi-O Bear The House Chuah Chee Hiong Haru Glory (pardon the looooooooong name but yar.. it's his OFFICIAL name alright..) dancing here and there with the Quack dance, Eeyore dance, Donkey dance etc.. And even the msn laughing and silly face winks~~!! Haha.. Xing Wei.. What have you been teaching him..? @_@

I saw An Qi on way home.. Haha.. She is my childhood friend cum neighbour.. I was like O_O when i saw her on bus.. Serious~~!! And chatted.. She asked me why so late home and i say coz go Weiqi clubhouse.. She asked what's Weiqi.. And i tried describing in simple terms like what some cab drivers told me.. "Those black and White thingy and surround territories".. Haha.. Sounds weird when i say that.. In my mind i was like "errrrr..." but what simpler ways to describe..? Lolx~
Friday, April 18, 2008

Sitting down at the counter in SWA and playing Go.. I muz say, playing Go suits me exact.. Was playing with an uncle yesterday and made a huge mistake in the start which results my loss.. But oh well.. Despite losin, i'm still glad that i'm playing Go.. X) Been long since i played on board already.. Always doing boring admn stuffs and play online Go.. Seldom getta play on baord.. =(

Thw world is filled with different kinds of ppl.. Good ones, bad ones.. Some you like, some dun like.. But luckily my friends are all normal.. =3 But my Go friends.. Hmm.. I've a squirrel, hungry monster, blue ghost, panda, etc.. Omg.. So many creatures.. Haha. (think they gonna kill mwe.. =X) Okay.. Enough random crappin.. Back to SWA stuffies.. =( Please visit me when free~~!! T_T

20 days to Korea.. Woots~!!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Time now 10.31pm according to Danny's lappie.. And guess what..? I'm still in SWA.. T_T Alvin and gang still dun wanna leave.. *faints*

Thought alota stuffs today but forgot.. x.X Haha.. Maybe'll blog it up when i recall.. Juz some random thoughts of mine as usual.. =)

Ppl has been askin bout my school stuffs lately.. Well, i haven't start school yet.. It'll be either end of April of Aug.. Depends..

22 days and i'm off to Korea~~!! Woots~~!! Can't wait.. >.< I dun think i'm giving up Go.. IT's what i have now.. Haha.. Some ppl may think it strange for a girl gettin so involved in Go but who cares.. I love Go and that's the way it is~~ Hopefully my diploma can get me in Korea university.. =3 And maybe an insei like what Dan mentioned.. Hahaa..
Tuesday, April 15, 2008

So i'm down here in SWA now doin some borin admin stuffs and slackin away off with anime, cyberoro, and KS.. Haha.. Well.. I could've been less slack if the stuffs are in English and not some boring chinese which i can't really understand..

Thanx to moi Wen Bin didi who came early before class to accompany me in SWA~~ Sho bored here.. T_T Imagine yourself alone in the SWA the whooooole day.. I reached round 1130 this morning wanting to train but ended up playing KGS and catching up anime.. Haha.. Kekkaishi and Bamboo Balde are nice~~!! Been long since i watched anime.. >.<

Muz alsho thanx dar dar for accompanying mwe the past few days~~ Heexx.. Sitting down there in front of the Danny's lappie reading manga online.. Haha.. Should i say "xin ku ni ler"..? Lolx~ Tomorrow my turn to pei dear dear~~!! Hahaa...

Ahh.. Everyday go SWA bit boring for em.. =( I go SWA not coz of Go too~~!! *faints* Really wanna find one day without touchin SWA.. x.X I'll juz find some day and escape SWA.. Muahahahaha.. What worse, Hui ling sis is leaving~~!! Aww.. =( I'm not planing to work @ SWA for long too.. Pref FnB.. =3

Till then~~!!
Monday, April 14, 2008

Been slackin alot @ SWA lately doin admin stuffs.. But well.. At elast i getta play Go.. =) If any one is free, please come to SWA @ Bishan to find mwe~~!! T_T Best, train me~!! >.< I seriously need training.. My flight's on the 8th.. 2250 if i'm not wrong.. Send em off..? =p

After leaving NYP, sometimes i'll think.. Why do i train so much for Go..? While in school, i still can train for Polite, Lanke etc.. But now without school competitions, hmm.. Maybe i'll juz aim for overseas trip in SWA~~! XD Wahahahaha..

Strangely, i dunno why i wanna improve so much.. Haha.. Bit weird for a hobby or somethin.. Oh well.. I'll juz train as much as i can..
Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Went out with dar today.. Haha.. But despite that, i still havta go SWA for awhile to do some stuffs.. Hmm.. There's no one day off without SWA, eh..? >.< Haha.. Then we came to an conclusion that we'll find one day off without any other stuffs.. LOL.. Say until sho ke lian like that.. @_@ Well, he's startin work and i'm startin school.. And i've started workin @ SWA too.. So ya.. Haha..

Have time go Bishan find mwe~~!! >.< =X Hahaa.. Sho broed there.. @_@

Left SWA with Hui Ling and Jason today and took train home.. Alone.. T_T Danny wenta Korea and no one pei me go home.. T_T Sobx.. =(

But one thing to happy bout, one month lu~~!! XD Haha.. Dun tell ya one month what.. =p

Started work @ SWA as the receptionist thingy.. Haha.. Also teachin some primary schools now.. =3 Heheex.. But bit no life.. Letsee.. Hobby Go, teach Go, job Go.. Omg.. *faints* Imagine if i have a bf who plays Go.. Super no life..!! We'll be down there talkin bout Go.. No way~~!! Haha.. But i still love Mun Yi dar dar the best~~!! XP And Chuan Ling mama.. But i hate uncle JC~~!! LOL~~

Only 1 month to the competition ler.. >.< Muz train hard and jia you~~ T_T Think i'll start full day training after dar dar starts work.. Haha.. So it ain't a bad thing he's workin~~ XD Heexx.. =p
Sunday, April 6, 2008

Alota stuffs lately.. Haha.. I'm never seemed to be free.. Mentally, or physically.. x.X Sounds weird.. Haha.. Dan and gang goin Korea today till Fri.. Gonna be boredd.. Haha.. Oh well.. Haven't been touchin Go lately.. =( And i dun like it.. I wanna train and train and train.. But before that, i feel like takin a day off of everythin and anythin and not think bout anythin else.. Haha.. Seems easy but sometimes i juz can't.. @_@
Thursday, April 3, 2008

Wasn't supposed to be online today coz should have camp but i went home.. So ya... Heheexx.. Well, i had something to do @ SWA till late.. =X Heheexx.. A very tiring day today.. =( Walked alota places fer the preday.. x.X Faintx.. Shaggyyy... =(

Gettin attached more to a person.. Good or bad..? Haha.. I dun wanna be sho dependent on another person~~ Muz be independent..!! >.< Yawns.. Sleepy.. =(

Question: Why do moon sometimes orange and other time yellow or white..?
Wednesday, April 2, 2008

And yes.. I did wenta cut hair yest with an.. Below are some of our pics..

Before~~~




After~~




And now... What will happen if i cut real short..?
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Haha.. Tied my back up.. Seems weird..? @_@

Well well.. Tomorrow gonna have camp ler.. Buu.. Won't be online till Sat.. =( Dun miss mwe~~~ >.<
Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Time to train Go.. >.< Feel that i haven't been improving much.. =/

I cut my hair..!! Will upload the pics tomorrow.. Hehe.. Feel like cuttin shorter.. =X Lolx~~

Happy April's Fools day~~!! In addition, happy bday to baka Kenny~~!! XD

Ahh.. Been busy lately.. Mmm.. Hopefully can be more free next week.. =( Sobxx..