Heard quite a disappointing/sad news today.. But who can be blame..? No one.. Relationships.. Feelings.. Are they so weak..? That one could juz change in a moment of time..? I dun really blame either party but then i feel like... so sad.. =( Guys.. If you wanna get a gf, please get it AFTER you go army.. =( This matter made me bit emo.. x.X Why are some feelings juz so weak..? Sometimes i'm scared of rs too.. Haha.. Though i only had 2 in the past.. Dunno.. The feeling of losing someone juz sux big time.. I'm trying myself notta get so attached to dear but then keep gettin attached to him everyday.. >.< Ahh.. If this rs doesn't works out.. Great.. It's like a "here we go again~" and start mourning for days.. x.X Shit.. Dunno why i'm laughing at the way i'm describing.. Haha.. (luckily dear dun read blog de.. Phew..)

But seriously.. who knows what might happen in the next few days..? Since i'm always on train, i'll have random thoughts to past the 1hr boring ride.. Coca cola says, ppl learn from past experiences.. Yeah true.. But then, not everything can be learnt.. For rs wise, it's easy to be left scar.. Maybe till the extent that one might not wanna get into rs already..

Think for me now, juz put my trust into it and hope it lasts.. Sometimes i'll juz have this "oh well forget it" kinda feeling.. As in.. Kinda like "juz another rs if end jiu suan ler ba" kinda stuffs.. Omg.. Is this called looking on a brightside with negative thoughts..? *faints* (seriously really luckily dear not reading.. Haha.. If not he'll kill mwe.. =p) But then, i'm fine with now and with dear dear.. Heex~~ Lalala~

Off to bed~~