Was asked.. Have i ever been jealuos of my boyfriend before..? Haha.. Not a question i would wanna answer.. =X Maybe been bothered bit by some stuffs.. But.. Is this called jealousy..? Ah well.. But who cares.. =X Lolx~~ Seriously seriously a good thing that he doesn't read the blog coz i wouldn't wanna tell him that.. Haha.. =X Juz wishing that we would last.. =) What will happen in the future no one knows.. Nor do i wanna have high hopes.. Not like i been through alota rs and stuffs.. Dunno.. Everyone is afraid to have the same bad thing happen, ain't it..? Sometimes i look at some couples and quite envious of them for lasting so long.. I see Yet sometimes i hear sad stories from my friends that happened to them..

When close to someone, he/she tends to keep things that will worry you.. At this point, i thought.. Would it be better if i can know the person's everything but not as close, or know a little but closer..? Haha.. But i never thought of ending whatever i have.. I think.. =X